International Me Day

2006-11-21T06:32:00.000-08:00

i surprise myself sometime.i'm going to prom.YES,i am.haha. so last minute lah.going shopping tomm and the prom's bleddy tomorrow.hahah. and and i have the BEST DATE in the whole wide world (: ciao

lotsa love,
abee

p/s: oh ask me now, what school i'm in (:

BIG Os

2006-11-10T06:00:00.000-08:00

4 more papers to the ultimate freedom!! yeay baby!!

hahah.okay that was retarded i think.but eh time goes by so fast rite.feels like yesterday i was biting-my-nails nervous and now its almost OVER!! WHEE!! *huge smile*

and the 4As are going ice-skating!! hahah. i can't wait to fall down flat on my butt!! haha, if things really go as planned lah. and i can't wait to spend MUCH MUCH MORE time with my dear busuk nyonyas!! haha. its about time, girls :)))

i wna go to sentosa,chiong VIVO, movie marathon and further consummate my friendship with huiyi and zafirah and any other girlfriends of mine. hahaha. and i am so gonna buy the princess hours CD, lah. i've missed so much of its episode and my mum promised already that she will buy so if she doesn't, i'm going to nag at her like how she always nag at me. *cackles*

so far the papers have been okay.i really hope i can PASS maths and get an A for english.it may seem far-fetched to want to get an A for english but i think i can do it. hopefully lah!! and a distinction for oral is highly welcomed too.hahah. pure geog paper was super tiring lah.i've got a blister on my right hand from writing too much.hahah.

and the wentworth on my tagboard is actually suhaimi and hakim. what a stretch don't you agree? hahah

i cannot absolutely wait to watch step up.the guy is hot and from the side view he looked totally like wentworth who is the ultimate mr.hot eyes and super super cute/gorgeous guy i've ever laid eyes on!! WHEE!!

hahaha. :)

lotsa love,
abee

hari raya

2006-10-24T23:38:00.000-07:00

well i'm now $114 richer.haha. due to duit collections lah. actually to me that's quite little. i used to get up to $200 plus on the first day only but i guess i should be thankful enough. my aunts and uncles who used to give me $50 had downgraded to $30 lah.. and a lot of makciks and pakciks are not giving me duit raya cos they said we're old enough!! so sad right?? haiyah, but what to do?

but hari raya was quite a blast lah. eventho some people weren't able to make it and we were made to wait for some people it was fun. i mean what's not fun about meeting up with your cuzzins after 1 year of MIA-ing from one another? hahaha. i realized i'm getting old and i'm having more nieces and nephews who are calling me AUNTIE!! haha but eh all of them are super cute lah. hehe. but this year had to cut short our jalan raya coz most of them are schooling today and i went like "hehe, you little kiddos still got school" hahah. and they just stare at me blankly. but they'll have the last laugh lah coz i'll be slogging for Os after this. haha.

going to my mama&abah's place today so prolly meeting my wentworth-like brother. hehe. can't wait.

lotsa love,
abee

wentworth

2006-10-22T03:47:00.000-07:00

this will be a short one. you know just to say,
WENTWORTH MILLER IS MINE!
lol hahah..yes sheikha you can take michael scofield as in REEL life so i'll take the real life one.hahah. and my brother really really look like wentworth and dominic purcell. haha. and the michael and my bro both walk with a limp coz my bro went for a knee operation earlier this year and michael got his toes cut off. haha. but serious, everyone who knows my bro thinks they look alike. i first noticed wentworth in the first episode of ghost whisperer and my sis and i both thought," eh this guy really look like our brother huh?" turns out a lot of people thinks so. lol.

and just in case i do not have a chance to blog later, SELAMAT HARI RAYA people :) maaf zahir and batin, okay? if i may have hurt your feelings or make you angry, i would really like to apologize okay? sometimes i may say things out of anger or insult you, well everyone have their moments don't they? well SORRY!! and hakim sorry for always kuti-ing your ear. from the back its just too tempting lah. :p hehe. And have a great hari raya but for those who are retaking your malay or HML paper, must study okay? All the best :) we shall get A1 together okay?

and afee: i've kissed haziq (the baby) for you. he smells nice :) hehehe

lotsa love,
abee

buke with afee

2006-10-13T20:37:00.000-07:00

buke-ed with afee yesterday :) much fun. we initially wanted to eat at marina square seoul garden and boy did we had a hard time finding the damn place when it was actually very near to the entrance. that is what happens when both of us are potek and do not pay attention to little details. lol. we took one look at the seoul garden's price and decided to make our way to polar cafe @ suntec city. the same place we broke our fast last year :) lol. so we had spaghetti with teriyaki chicken/black pepper chicken, soup, free french fries and iced chocolate. YUM!! much heart talks and zafirah embarrassed us both when she dropped her fork with a LOUD CLANG! everyone in the cafe just stopped eating and stared at us. hahah. that cacat girl :)

as usual, we wound up at boat quay and spend time there just talking and afee wondered if we will break fast together again next year. well i guess both of us have to make an effort to stay in touch in the first place and hopefully we will still be as tight as we are. and this applies to you guys to sheikha bte haroon and nur syazana bte abu bakar!! must ALWAYS remember the pact we made at shee's house okay?

BIG day. graduation, baybeh!! haha. and all of you shld go the shee's blog. the lyrics say goodbye- s club 7 is just so sad lah.kinda says about how all of us might be feeling. well, i'm excited about the prospect of what the future might hold but eyh its never easy to let go of something. especially something that have been sort of a routine in our life for 4 freaking long years. lol. i think i might cry today :/ lol.maybelline is excited, i guess. keeps messaging me to bring tie, badges and report at 1.45. so cute lah.

i feel like drinking chocolate milk :)

ciao

lotsa love,
abee

last hml lesson

2006-10-12T09:39:00.000-07:00

just now was the LAST higher malay lesson. halfway through the lesson, it suddenly occured to all of us VSC that it will be the last time that we're all going to be sitting together in a classroom with cikgu sahriana and we were all just stunned lah with the realization. cikgu was being sweet by buying us all pens for our hml Os and when she wished us all the best for our Os, it was obvious that many were trying not to cry, including me. 4 years of slogging our guts out and going to hml on those dreary afternoons when all we want to do was sleep and now we will never have to do that again. we were all talking about that as we walked out of the class. well, its a there's a lot of LAST moments this few days, quite sad lah and the fact that the song graduation (friends forever) keeps playing doesn't help either. all the inside jokes from our hml class..air digenggam tiada tiris..lol

well, cikgu believe that i can get an A1 for my olevels and i'll try my darndest to prove her right lah. She says she expects no less from me so yes cikgu, i'll try. i'm damn nervous lah -_-

about my CCA marks, i was shocked initially that i gt B3 so i went to look for mr.su and apparently they forgot to add that i'm the master sergeant and that i ever won best in leadership. haiyah. so dumbo lah!! so finally got an A2. but that does not mean i'm satisfied. I'm a usm, a prefect, a peerleader, NE ambassador, RHYA ambassador and ocean ambassador so dont tell me all of that dont matter but it seems with the stoopid leaps system, many things can't be counted *rolls eyes* so irritating. if i've had known i wouldn't have done so much but like aniq said you do it for the passion so well i'm slightly appeased.lol

n-levels, psle, end of year examinations are all over and they can celebrate hari raya happily without any worry and here we are still slogging our guts off. Hopefully all of this will pay off. lets all pray together for that to happen :)

ciao

lotsa love,
abee

2006-10-12T09:32:00.000-07:00

tell me, just tell me if he's not completely adorable. lol.

lotsa love,
abee

09102006

2006-10-09T03:44:00.000-07:00

holla!! well, it've been a long time haven't it?? haha.well coz i bought a new comp then changed some stuffs about my internet so that took time and for awhile i had no connection to the internet so i can't update and with prelims and all that, no time to blog but i'll try today. it will be a short one.

prelims have been sucky to the point of god knows what. this kind of marks is definitely not the kind i want for o-levels. maybe i should be thankful that God is testing me now rather than the Os but it can get pretty disheartening sometimes but i WILL try my best. i HAVE to!! the only good thing is that i get A2 for my hml!! haha, that is the only good things about my prelims marks lah. from there i guess you can know how badly i did :( :( :(

my parents still haven't know about my marks and i don't wish to tell them. i bet they know how badly i did already. screwed up!

saturday is graduation day.last official day in BVSS. how time flies. seems like only yest i first stepped into BV looking dorky and lost. all the petty fights with my girlfriends.haha. seems so insignificant now. lol..oh well, there always have to be a time to say goodbye and in some ways i'm glad to leave.

uh oh. its break fast time. i shall continue another day :)

Ciao

lotsa love,
abee

career seminar

2006-08-29T06:45:00.000-07:00

hello. career seminar today. so much fun. dressing up like we are already working and seeing how others dressed up too. some looked really nice :) picture-taking and some really beneficial talks but towards the end i was struggling to keep my eyes open and i just wasn't interested in whatever the speakers was saying but i felt really bad so tried my darndest to pay attention.

and i've pretty much decided where i want to go after o-levels. not the usual conventional route. i want to try something different and that is going to st.francis academy. after i talked with the person at the booth, i pretty much lose interest in all the other courses. my mind was like all set already and i wanted it so badly lah. it is a really good programme though it may be quite expensive but my mum says she might consider lah but she still have to see my o-level results first. after 2 years at st.francis academy, i can straight away go to southwest college at Kansas,USA. how fun is that? but my mum says she might have to move with me. hahaha. how funny. she still treats me like a baby! haiyoh!!

after career seminar, 3/4 of the class went to rafflesplace.IN OUR BUSINESS SUITS!! haha. so fun lah. attracted a few stares but really cool. ate at Mickey Ds and took photos by the singapore river. belows are some of the photos taken :) Enjoy!

The Ladies of 4e4. Looking Marvellous, as always :)

The Gentlemen(ahem) of 4e4. After a hard day at work. LOL! ;P

lotsa love,
abee

national day

2006-08-09T22:50:00.000-07:00

fireworks right behind me yesterday.damn nice lah. just in case you didnt know, my ma and i got tickets for the national day parade so we were there yesterday. haha had lotsa fun. was really into the mood.dancing and singing along. waving the pongpong sticks and my nokia torch.lol. electrico was there along with this guy named john molina for the pre-parade show.deyi marching band which was damn superb lah.(i was half-wishing i'd join band instead but i'm musically declined). and many others lah. and obviously lots and lots and lots of army men in no.4, no.3 and even no.1!! just wandering about. hehe. afee was so jealous lah :)

my ma was initially pissed because she couldn't sit where she wanted but after awhile she got okay. she acts like as if hah she paid for the ticket y'know.haha. and she kept covering her face with her fan coz the sun was directly in front of us. haiyoh!! but she loosen up soon afterwards and she sang majulah singapura so loudly lah. haha but so is everybody around me :) made friends with this guy beside me who was with his daughter. so cute.she's 6. and very talkative. took a picture with her when it was time to go.

the way to kallang mrt was another story altogether. it was so packed and at one time i was rooted to one spot, unable to move and red ants were feasting on my leg!! but somehow this red ants only bite one time and went away.hahah. and this guy was practically breathing down my neck!! but hell, what can i do right? luckily my father could fetch us.went for dinner and homed.

okay moving on.

national day celebration at our school was so fun lah. it will be our last in bv so was enjoying it lah. sing along to all the songs and whooped and cheered. wanted to dance with the choir but eh some people at the back not happy so had to sit down. and oh the song absolutely everybody was sung at the national day parade too.haha some people managed to embarrass themselves and a few things came tumbling down. i guess it may hurt for some.to get their ego bruised i mean. :) hahah. but eh i can feel their embarrassment lah. to say the wrong things during morning assembly is just damn paiseh lah. i did the same mistake once when i said school song instead of national anthem on ncc day and up till today i still feel paiseh every morning. hahaha.

pizza hut after celebrations with huiyi,afee,lynn,david,hakim,ahmad and haziq. and i still cannot get the coffee+tea game. not bothering to figure it out. i'm very slow when it comes to figuring jokes and mathematical questions. hahaha.

and went to see the firewrks with my mum, my sis and her friends at esplanade. arrived early so cld really enjoyed the firewrks with nothing obstructing my view. will be going again tomm, probably with the class. team new caledonia. :) heheh.

and i still havent get my rod pics (random)

lotsa love,
abee

firwrks

2006-08-06T04:13:00.000-07:00

fireworks with afee was great yesterday :) it was team italy, again. haha only afee will know what i mean. great fireworks alongside my bestest friend. it lasted for about 15-20 minutes and it was just damn good lah. and now i know what make singaporeans tick. FIREWORKs. goodness gracious, there were so many people lah. and some kept pushing but the man infront of me was nice lah. since he know that i'm short and obviously cannot see the fireworks, he offered to let me stand infront of him instead of standing behind him. hahaha. so nice of him lah.

after that we walked around in search of water coz we were damn thirsty lah and ended up near boat quay there. haha and on the way back to esplanade this guy thought he was being funny and he pretended to sneeze VERY VERY LOUDLY infront of us like so suddenly so obviously me and zafirah were shocked and zaf actually shouted while the expression on my face was priceless lah. then the whole grp started laughing and some at the back were sniggering at us. wahlau, damn paiseh lah!! stupid boy!! grrr!!

anyway we wound up at esplanade again so sat there for awhile while eavesdropping on this girl conversation on her phone with her supposedly boyfriend. haha. sat there till 10.30ish and went home. got home at around 11 plus with a message from afee to lock all windows and doors. hahaha.. that naggy acimah :) the supposedly single girls night out became only a rabia&zafirah outing. should i say i'm not the least bit surprised? both us had fun anyway :)

friday was the closure of a chapter in my life (cheh). it was my final parade as the mastersergeant of bv ncc land girls and i'm proud to say that it was good and never have i felt so proud of my badge of ncos. the tumultous 4 years we went through together is finally over and in the years to come they will remember the RABIATUL'S BADGE as the one who had the first
official stepping down parade. WHEE! haha. i dunno why but during the parade i wasn't freaking out like during the nccday parade and the muster parade. i was quite relaxed and had fun.

the part Ds were whopping and cheering after the parade and we couldn't stop hugging each other lah. so glad that our time is over and done with. when i had to pass the pace stick over to kiat huei to signify that i am passing down my duties, i was so choked up and i couldn't say much lah. i was holding back tears!! during a parade!! haha. it was my personal emotional moment.

the rod party was too tiring for me coz we had to scoured the whole east coast in what they thought will be a fun amazing race and me and lina were thrown into the sea. FULLY CLOTHED!! aiyai! so i was wet, cold and very tired lah. it was a school day summore. nevertheless i had fun :) when all the diff parts were hugging their own PCs and PS, me and lina were sad that nobody wanted to hug us so we got a hug from mrs.lee instead which was way better. and she asked if i wanted to be a clt and i couldnt answer her lah. i know deep in my heart that i dont want to go but somehow i cant bring myself to tell her that. haiyah.and maybe i might also change my mind but it seems unlikely lah. before she go, hugged her again and was touched by a message she sent me lah. :)

very exhausted but i had fun. and oh, for the past three years i went to people's ROD and i cried like mad but at my own ROD, i didn't even shed a single tear. weird lah. first its ncc and soon my life in bv will be over too.things are happening too fast that i just can't grab hold of everything to keep them as memories.

i shall post the ROD&POP pics here once i get it. ciao

lotsa love,
abee

i'm chatting with william :)

stupid lappie

2006-08-02T04:02:00.000-07:00

i was totally disappointed with technology today :( of all the days s.cheong lappie or the stupid pa system chose not to work it had to be today. i was so excited coz today we actually got to present our apparently very good CME project but the lappie cocked up and there was no music and the credits didnt come out.bloody hell. but when it was the next grp's turn, it worked just fine.GRRRR!!!

and tah got our POP invitation card already but i HAVEN'T!! eyh, very disappointed y'know. and yeah judging from tah's blog, the part Cs are evil lah.sheesh

i apparently have MUCH to talk to the part C about but hey i let it pass. lets wait till AFTER POP. they're gonna get an earful. i don't like to hear complains and when i do, well it sucks lah :(

okay moving on to a happier note. revealed the angel and mortal thingy today. my angel is HUIYI,my twin. ahaks. so sorry for saying she's slow and all that. she just wanted to give me some suspense.perhaps she thinks my life is not exciting enough. LOL!! anyway THANK YOU SO MUCH HUIYI!! you're the BEST angel. cheers! :) and dear haziq was so SHOCKED when he got to know that i was his angel. should've recorded the look on his face :) PRICELESS! and after that he couldn't stop smiling when i looked at him. he's in a state of shock apprently.

before we revealed, he asked me umpteenth time if i know who he's angel was and i keep having to lie and act stupid.hahah. and when he showed me MY note and asked if i knew the handwriting, i had to keep myself from bursting into giggles. hahah. i'm a good actress huh? LOL!!

anyway gtg nw.am late for ngaji :/

lotsa love,
abee

mugging for maths

2006-07-30T05:22:00.000-07:00

home alone now :( watching shallow hal.

was mugging just now when shee sms-ed reminding me that we only have 99 more days to o-levels. sheesh.talk about adding more pressure :( but yeah do feel the stress now especially with the kind of results that i've got.not good at all. but yeah just now when i did the questions from the tys i could do all of it but i dont understand why during tests/exams i cant do it. haiyoh!! i think too kancheong lah. prolly thats the reason.

and lina told me yest that this friday wants to celebrate ms.khoo's b'day too so will be buying her a birthday cake :) really sweet of them to think up of it. and this friday will be our POP too. dunno whether we will be having a parade or not. hopefully there will be but that means i have to shout my butt off.AGAIN! but should be okay lah huh? last and final time :) bittersweet!! and i dunno what the theme of the pop is. i hope the part Cs wont be too mean on us. make us wear ridiculous costumes or anything but i'll know we have to perform or some sort.eeks!!

and if possible i wanna watch the fireworks this saturday.dunno whether have or not but hopefully there will be. will be fun :)

oh from shallow hal : the brain see what the heart wants to see :) lol

lotsa love,
abee

3rd for english

2006-07-27T04:57:00.000-07:00

hello :)

well got back our english marks yesterday. i got a B4. not good apparently but the highest in our class was a B3 and some failed so i'm just counting my blessings lah. so far i've passed 4 subjects and failed the rest. sheesh. really really bad grades and thus i will be going for the night study.hopefully at the night study i will really study and can ask for help from smarter mates. hoho.

and and finally i got a letter from my ANGEL!! with a hershey cookies&cream bar!! YIPEE!! hahah. so happy lah. came to me during english class and i was so ecstatic and today my angel gave me a note and a lollipop :) my angel knows i have a sweet tooth lah. so whoever my angel is, THANK YOU SO MUCH!! tho you're slow and all, you've finally given me a letter :) whoopee

as for my mortal, i just hope he is happy enough with whatever i've done for him.still wondering if i should give him anything when we reveal and all. hmm shall think about it.

school was fine just now except that i was so sleepy coz i slept during the first period (free period) and after that i was super sleepy lah. had funs passing random notes with afee. hahah. really ridiculous contents i tell ya. hehehe

oh oh. SI is on. gtg (so abrupt)

lotsa love,
abee

250706

2006-07-25T03:12:00.001-07:00

after so long we finally got back our geog paper. fortunately, i passed even tho the marks weren't all that great. a B4. dammit! i'm just consoling myself with the fact that it is at least a B and not those pathetic Cs i've been getting. :( still pining my hopes on my english paper. hopefully i'll do well. my english have been consistent so far.and found out that for hml, they'll be using the past o-level grade which SUCKS but i guess only slightly better than the actual mid-year that we took eons ago. haiya.

overall i definitely did NOT do well for mid-years. i did terribly in fact. my heart just pounds at the thought of telling my parents my results. EEK!! 4e4 didn't do all that well too. and i guess its the same for all the 4e classes. and we're taking our Os man in 3 months or so. shucks!!

asked haziq if he could teach me maths and he said i must teach him geog but geog how to teach? only memorise.even eunice said so. and if i need, no wait HAVE TO PASS MATHS, i fcuking needed a lot of help.:(

been trying to do my malay compo but my effort is futile. simply put, i'm just not in the mood. feel like doing maths tho so should embrace this feeling whole-heartedly (it comes only once every 1000 years or so) and do MATHS!

so toodles.

lotsa love,
abee

funny day

2006-07-24T03:19:00.000-07:00

hey :)

today is quite a good day. not much studying in school today because history was spent giving out the papers which i FAIL!! :( 3 periods of f&n was spent reading because half the class were doing their practical and ms.tan was not around for english so we still haven't got back our english papers, which suck, really :( did my coursework B after school and it was quite okay.

started sweating even though i have only started peeling the potatoes. it was THAT hot!! haha. i forgot to boil the water first and just plonked everything inside. gosh, don't i feel dumb? haha i'm blur lah. and the veggies turned out okay.i mean what do you expect from boiled carrots and potatoes right? i'm just thankful that this courswork is easy.had to clear out the rubbish bag after everything coz i was the last one to get everything done like washing up and whatnot. let me tell you that bvss provides their student with a lot of education. how to be a an indian man selling prata and even a garbage cleaner. sighs. am just glad its over. and oh i failed f&n too.badly.*groans*this mid-years definitely sucked. I NEED TO BUCK UP! FAST!

sheesh :(

and i turned 17 yest. according to the islamic calendar lah. so do wish me happy birthday if you want :) my birthday was spent with haziq(the baby) and my aunt. Haziq is androgynous. and when his mum tied a toncet on his head and i took out my phone to snap his picture, he immediately grinned into the camera. ahh...cuteness!! and he loves to shake his bonbon to The Pussycat Dolls BUTTONS!! how sexy is that?? hahah.and when aeroplanes passed us overhead (we were at Changi Beach) he would wave at them in such a cute manner. haha. he prolly thinks those people in the aeroplanes can see him.

looking at him lying there, looking free and oh so happy i wondered to myself when actually do humans start thinking a lot of thoughts. i mean what possibly can a one year old or two year old think about right?so i asked my mum and she said prolly they start thinking around 3-4 years old. dunno whether that is true.

haiyah. think i shall end here. have to do my malay compo which is never ending. i know its good and all but at times i need a lot more convincing than that to actually get around to doing it :(

toodles

lotsa love,
abee

mundane saturday

2006-07-22T06:32:00.000-07:00

hey :)

i've changed my blogskin as you can see. thot it was simple and nice so decided not to wait for my sis and went ahead to change my skin. my sis have always been the one to do new skins for me but this time she needed a long time for inspiration and i wasn't all too keen with whatever she have churned out so far so the skin has remain as it is and i was seriously getting bored of it. but i'll bet if my sis really puts her mind to it, the skin she'll make for me will be even nicer :) so for now, i'll stick to this. fits in with one of my current favourite song, dance inside-all american reject :)

another mundane saturday so it seems. just went out to parkwayparade with mum and sis for lunch and some shopping around. ate at banquet for lunch. bought a handbag and a very nice long-sleeved torquise shirt. it was like what i saw on desperate housewives on friday. i was thinking to myself how susan aka teri hatcher always wears the nicest t-shirt and wondered where i can get one like that and today when i went to U2, i saw a similar shirt and straight away asked my mum to buy it for me and she did.so THANK YOU very much mumma. :)

got home at 6 plus and have been online since. no good kakis on msn so just did some random stuffs lah. i'm bored but too lazy to go out. hee :p

wondering when is our f&n practical.is it on monday?? aiyai. but at least its not all that difficult so nothing much to worry about. so huiyi or whoever else, can text me if you know when is the practical?thank you :)

lotsa love,
abee

road run

2006-07-20T22:57:00.000-07:00

hello :)

road run today.can't be bothered to run so walked all the way with zafirah and few of our classmates. was really tiring and very very hot and i seriously couldnt see any point in all this. every year same group of people get the top position so might as well just let this few people run while the rest cheer them on. (haha, yeah right)

anyway had lunch at kfc with huiyi,maybel,lynnette and yixiang and we couldnt stop disturbing either lynnette/yixiang or huiyi. ms huiyi very defensive, hahah.

so our class have this angel&mortal thing and everyone in the class got at least one letter already from their angel but MY angel have not even given me one letter. I VERY SAD Y'KNOW!!!! very disappointed also :( its sad to give but then no people give you back. still am waiting for the letter from my very SLOW angel. hehe. and my mortal is......... haha it shall be a secret but so far not many people know and not many suspect. goody!! hehe. i'll bet my mortal will be surprise if he/she knows its me. in two weeks time all will be revealed. :)

and tobie got admitted into the hospital.apparently for appendix. at first we thought he was at KK hospital and nearly went there but due to some D&T STUFFS (yea right) we couldn't go and the next day we found out that he was actually at Changi hospital.hehe luckily we didnt make our way to KK just for nothing. okay so maybe it was a blessing in disguise but me and zafirah dont appreciate being lied to.hmphh

saw raiyan and nadrah yesterday and nadrah is so cute lah.if we talk to her or anything she will start smiling and even in her sleep she will smile and her hands will move around when she's asleep. SO CUTE!!! hehe. she's only about a few months old :) and raiyan,god i missed him so much lah. to see his impish grin again and that naughty persona, aiyai!!!! and he's so cheeky nowadays. i was wearing my skirt and he keep pulling them up to see godknowswhat!! AIYOH!! cheeky boy but he does that to all FEMALE!! hahahah. raiyan is the type of baby/person that when you dont see him, you will just miss him terribly. he may not be as handsome as mikhail but he's way more interesting and charming. :)

anyways, will be going out later with mum&sis (maybe). so taadaa for now.

lotsa love,
abee

debators at swensen

2006-07-19T04:24:00.000-07:00

some of the pictures of 4e4 debators enjoying themselves at swensens with the $20 vouchers..teehee.

the ever spastic roxanne (i'm kidding)

eunice look so pretty dont you think??

could have been perfect.hahaha...gosh i look fat :(

comp okay already

2006-07-17T07:45:00.000-07:00

hello :)

so my comp is okay again. for the ninety-seventh time.haha okay no i dont actually count. a random line from a song :)

just got home actually and as usual very kancheong to play the comp. sister in good mood today.actually let me play first. wah wah *smirks*

got home from ahmad's house.did cme project but talkedtalked more actually. very fun. me, zafirah, hakim,ahmad,haziq and tobie. talked about a lot of stuffs and i told tobie some stuffs straight to his face lah.luckily he could accept it. he understands,so good lah.hehehe. ahmad's ipod was blaring away and the talk was good :)

decided to make a move at 9.30 plus and i'm home now.and my stomach is in pain.god knows why :( and i mean very very pain.like as if i didnt eat even though i ate already.okay so it was cupnoodle but still counts right?

and in f&n just now it was hilarious. i sloganized msjuma's name and it came out "dont get mad,get juma!!!" haha what the hell was that all bout?? hehehe and mine was something about putting rabiatul in britain.hehehe.maybe i'm gonna be a posh london urbanite.hey,who knows right? *grins* and for once, f&n coursework was EASY. heheh. very happy y'know and i think i'm going to flunk my mid-year f&n paper so so badly.no surprises huh???

okay okay.am getting very sleepy now so toodles

lotsa love,
abee

finally update

2006-06-22T07:55:00.000-07:00

hello

so i guess its been long since i've update :) been busy lah.with the books and some sickness along the way but i guess i'm feeling better.pounding head and phlegm in throat aside.hehe

i have a lot to blog about but since i've been away for quite some time,most of the things i want to blog about have already appeared on my friends blog.

1) Ms.Peh passed away.She will be missed :(
2) i saw PETERPAN at orchard.near paragon.heehee.:P
3) i saw fireworks on my way home.on the same day that i saw peterpan
4) my cadet got best in group award for speccourse.YAY!!

more things actually but i forget already lah.so sorry

went out with zafirah today.after so many days of postponing.it was great as per normal.so much to talk about,so little time.sat at clarke quay and talked about everything under the sun,till it rained and we were forced to go home.so it seems zaf have her little fantasy about going there with someone special.i do too but hey i'm not overly ambitious.dont have to sing lah,just sit there,talk to me and its good enough to know if the person is willing to spend some time with me :)

got some shocking news.i was really very shocked.thot among us you're the most sensible and mature but hey people guess wrong sometime.whatever it is,you should know i'm always here for you.even tho i may not sms you or anything.prolly because my hi card is running out of money.the sad life of a hi card user.sheesh

god knows how many days left to mid-years.how i wish they postponed it or something.i hate exams,lah!!

anyroad,happy mugging people!!NOT!!

lotsa love,
abee

quiz shmuiz

2006-06-13T21:47:00.000-07:00

8 Things you fail at

1) f&n
2)losing weight
3)be more discipline
4)to stop eating unhealthy stuffs
5)to forget stupid stuffs
6)doing household chores
7)do productive work
8)MATHS!!!

SEVEN songs you listen to today
1) Geek in the pink- jason mraz
2)kiss goodbye- lee hom
3) where'd you go?-fort minor
4)someday we'll know-new radicals
5)bless the broken road-rascal flatts
6)stop crying your heart out-oasis
7)dance inside-the all american reject

6 things you desire or need

1) more MONEY please
2)good O-level results
3)lose weight
4)more clothes
5)more TIME!!
6)a genie to help me when i'm in deep shit :)

5 Annoyances

1)laziness
2)pimples
3)sickness
4)people irritating the shit out of me
5)not having control of my own life

Four things you will never do

1) hurting myself physically/mentally
2) do stuffs that i know will land me in trouble
3) hurt those who loves me
4) sell myself off for money

Three people to tag
1)shee
2)syaz
3)sitinurhidayah

2 people u saw today
1) ermm..umi
2) my sister..lol

sick

2006-06-12T20:00:00.000-07:00

aiyai,i feel like shit,lah. i'm down with the flu,cough and fever :(

thot i could study geog today but in this kind of shitified condition,all i feel like doing is to curl up and go for a long long sleep. and mid-years is coming soon!! shit shit shit lah. i've studied chem (sec.4 chpters only) and a little bit of geog.the rest? NADA NIL ZILCH!!!

so woke up around 4 plus in the morning. my legs were in pain and i was coughing like mad. my legs feel like as if its gonna go paralysed and i was kinda afraid lah. my body was also cold all over and yes at the ungodly hour of 4 in the morning, i'm starting to sneeze. woke my mother up and she told me to eat the medicine. still couldn't go to sleep coz my legs were feeling kinda funny. after tossing around, i finally fell asleep.

up till now, my legs feel kinda funny.god knows why. :/ and i'm supposed to go out with my ma today. haiz!! i dunno if i have the energy or not. sucks lah.

afee,about esplanade tomm.i have to see first.if i'm still sick prolly i wont go. sorry

lotsa love,
abee

expo with shee :)

2006-06-11T05:35:00.000-07:00

much fun with Sheikha at expo!! WHEE!!♥

studied chem and hml for awhile. then jengjengjeng bought blueberry cheesecake which was LOVE!! haha and ivan what is it with your "cheesecake is harmful??" haiyoh all i know is that they are sinfully delicious and make me more fat :P hahaha. talked so so much with sheikha. and i've come to the realization that i miss her so much lah.haha so study session was good good :) :) :)

headed down after that. bought cupcorn :) and 7elevens instant noodle/spaghetti kind. sat one corner and ate like homeless people. haha..saw some "branded sale" stupid shit!! haha bought waffles with peanut butter but aye got muak and couldn't finish it. stuffed right now in my back somewhere.teehees

i got to know the real truth today. told ya shee, you cant lie to me. i'm smarter than you think.hehs and i swear shee can totally understand how i feel at some time and i think we might have telepathy.♥

hahaha

got home at 7. to an empty house.thot i could watch x-men but NAH i'm just not the x-men kinda person.

my part Cs are going for their spec course tomm.i'm nervous for them. will be them off tomm,if i can wake up thats it!! haha but i will make an effort,surely. and part Ds please make yourself free this thursday. we go for their POP then we can go out :) okay okay??

i'm reminded of my spec course days.my moment of glory.sheesh.haha like what adeline said in her blog, a year ago i went for my spec course and now its time for me to step down.yes,how time flies :)

lotsa love,
abee

090606 pics

2006-06-10T22:33:00.000-07:00

I'm crazy bout SALES!! thats why :p

The GREAT TOPSHOP QUARTET

Bee&Fee

haha.great pictures don't you think? hehe. and i'm off to study with sheikha haroon now!! WHEE!! miss her so much lar.hehe so much to talk about including a msn chat with a certain someone O_0 hehe

GREAT GREAT DAY

2006-06-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

i'm a very happy girl today :)

the day started very early at 7.met them at tanah merat mrt station.okay so maybe i was a bit late.hehe. but eh,definitely not the last one. and so proceeded on to somerset. the course was quite okay. the first speaker was literally a BORE but the second one was a bit better. much jokes and more useful-learnable stuffs.heh

after that,decided to watch a movie but cannot decide which one so decided to walk walk first till after the malay guys prayed. ended up at long john silvers for our lunch. talks and good food with lynnette,huiyi and zafirah. decided then to watch THE NUN! bought tickets and proceed on to wisma.

and the fun begins. took random beeyootiful looking clothes and try them at the dressing room.start taking pics too!! oh my goodness!! haha but it was much fun. roamed around some more before heading back to cathay cineleisure.

the movie was RIDICULOUS. okay lah got scary parts but the murdering method is god dammit so the same everytime and the ending was a bit nonsensical. and the most macho-est guy in our class is the SCAREDY CAT one amongst the guys. screamed a few times and should have seen the expression on his face.HAHA!! I'll let you guys guess who it is :) and next time just scare the person with WATER!! lol!!

went to wisma AGAIN but all the guys decided to went home. tried on more clothes and more pictures :) haha so fun y'know?? headed to pacific plaza again and miss yanghuiyi had a field time coz roxy was having some kind of sale and she bought a tshirt. thus explains her happiness. was really pooped at that time and our legs feel like jelly so sat at mccafe and talked there for the longest time. HEHE!! talked about everything under the SUN!! our class, relationships, specimens, friendships and guys :)

finally moved from there and went topshop again coz miss lynnetteyeo wanted to buy a blouse. bought the blouse, happy already and took 14 home. more talks and it was much fun.

and and there's this guy who keep staring at my camp PINNACLE shirt and nodding to himself. he was wearing some kind of army tee too.. aiyai so weird AND AND AND I MET WILLIAM FROM CAMP PIN at the course.. ahh cuteness!! he still remembers me :) and zaf was smiling away when she saw him. haha coz he so cute lah :) :) :)

had really much fun today. heart you guys <3 and huiyi thought i was snobbish during our sec 1 days?!?!?! am i really that snobbish-looking?? aiyai

anyways jewelinthepalace is on now. so toodles

i'm hungry :(

lotsa love,
abee

rahimah rahim

2006-06-07T05:46:00.000-07:00

i'm contemplating whether or not i should go for the geog remedial tomm :/

watching S1 and blogging at the same time. the only good one so far is rahimah rahim. really great voice and great personality.i really like to see her and paultwohill get together. they are both so eccentric,lah.haha the other contestants are a bore and their voices can jolly well put me to sleep. *yawns*

and i'm craving for cheesecake :)

lotsa love,
abee

060606

2006-06-06T03:43:00.000-07:00

i feel like a pig.okay that's an understatement.heh :P

went to gelare with syaz&zaf after physics remedial.ate the pancake with two ice-creams.BUTTERPECAN was LOVE!! hehe. after eating still not full so decided to walk a bit and go to KFC. ate summore and now i'm really very very full.

ate,gossipped and somehow ended up talking about our siblings and i've come to realized how grateful i should be for not having sisters like syazana&zafirah who will pull their sisters hair and throw remote control at their sisters face when they are angry!!! haha. so gila kan?? i'm so lucky my sister is a bit on the penyabar side. if memory serves me right, the only time she was really angry at me was ONE time and thats because i hit her head.haha. but if its about me being angry at her,aiyai surely a million times one.yes,i'm the bitchier one of us two. if she borrows my stuffs i make a big fuss and scream but i take her stuffs without her permission all the time too!! haha. and thus after hearing zaf&syaz's war stories,i am grateful for my sister!! haha. anyway she's the BEST sister i've ever had (and yes,there's only me and her) hahahaha

too bad sheikha couldn't come along :( and yes about shee&syaz waiting for us yest,it was all a hoax!!! pffft!! got me so worried for nothing.

today is 060606.someone's big day (not in a good way) heheh but eh i'm just joking okay? dont go and get mad at me all over again *rolls eyes*

tomm is the last of the structured remedial but will still have geog remedial on thurs from 8.20 to about 12.30!!! oh my goodliness!! how i'm going to survive for that long is beyond me. i'll make sure i have to sit right in FRONT and bring lots of munchies to keep me awake. and on friday we'll have the eng course at s'porepowerauditorium.8.30 to 11.30 *sticks tongue out* aiyai!!!!

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
You'll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

oasis-stop crying your heart out

Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine,
I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin',
at times debatin',
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

fort minor-where'd you go

lotsa love,
abee

cacat love boys of 4e4

2006-06-05T04:10:00.000-07:00

heheh. their hair, their expression!!! GAWD!! hahaha but i do still love these cacatwhacky boys :)

f&n coursework done

2006-06-05T03:42:00.000-07:00

f&n coursework is finally done and over with *huge sigh of relief* took me 4 long hours in the computer lab to finish up my evaluation and the whole thing. the maximum page we can do is 40 and at first i panicked as i had only 25 pages but after some changes it finally went up to 32 pages which was slightly better. had my few kancheong moments when i realized the pages weren't enough and when the computer suddenly lagged. aiyai, i thot at that moment i was going to lose all my hard work but thank god it didn't happen. tried my very best to crap so that the number of pages will go up but alas it didn't. crap and crap but the number of pages didnt budge. stupid bitch!! haha.was kinda fed up but finally at 2.30 i was able to heave a huge sigh of relief and print out all the pages,after being approved by msjuma thats it. and now coursework B will be coming and that means more work.DRATS,lah :(

went home straight after school not knowing that syaz&shee were waiting for us at the canteen. i swear we went into the canteen but we didn't see them at all.i appreciate it that you guys waited for us but you could have at least sms to tell us. coz when afee talked to shee and told her we got math class till 3.00, shee said lambatnyer die jalan dulu so we didn't expect them to wait at all.aiyai miscommunication lah.what to do. :( and will prolly go to gelare with them tomm coz syaz wants to spend some time with us.hey fine with me :) i love spending time with you guys too <3

and oh i forgot to blog about this. i got something furry&brown yesterday!! :) hehe.it was a sweet gesture and i guess kinda what some grls would like their guys to do.for the guys to win them a prize in a carnival game.hehehe :) i'm touched,really

GEE

lotsa love,
abee

2006-06-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

i have f&n tomm and i'm supposed to hand in the evaluation for our practical but here i am blogging. haiyoh!! really lazy to do so yeah will just probably rushed it all later. i can crap better when i'm rush for time :)

shall first blog about NCC Annual Unit Camp '06. haha. so official sounding.anyways it was a BLAST. or so I say. heh! was tiring for me and lina but i enjoyed it nevertheless. the day started out not so great coz not many people came coz they were sick but after a bit of reshuffling here and there it was okay. they played the animal farm game and i was glad they enjoyed it lah. Me,lina and dashima meanwhile were enjoying the technology called walkie-talkie. hoho. went bowling too. at first played with shee's grp but that lane totally got no FENG SHUI!!! the ball keeps going into the gutter and i was wondering what the hell was wrong with me.hoho.was very frustrated lah. then after 1 game, found out that the OPHIR gang was playing too.except that they are not in the competition so me and sheikha joined in and my LUCK changed. strike the first time i tried it.it was then that i was convinced that the 2nd and 1st lane got no Fengshui. hahah. had so much fun playing and lina who claimed she sucked at bowling came out top.hahah. we cld have won second or first y'know.

movie watching and nightwalk was enjoyable. i was lucky i didn't see or hear anything when i was patrolling with lina but apparently some of my cadets saw or heard something. i consider myself LUCKY! heh. i couldn't sleep that night. and tahirah claimed she keeps hearing something which again i wasn't aware of. toss about and my leg was itching like hell. finally slept at around 3 plus and when it was time to wake up at 5, i was super tired and sleepy.the NCOs were kinda grumpy at breakfast but hey who isn't?? at the ungodly hour of 6 o'clock in the morning!! had PT after breakfast and we WALKED to East Coast, yes, we WALKED!! oh my goodness, i was almost dead when we reached the lagoon. found out that there were no food at lagoon so walked further to mickey Ds. aiyai,my knees feel like as if it was going to fall apart. but after a hearty breakfast at mickey Ds i regained a little bit of my energy. after that was normal marching and finally camp nite which was really fun.

they spring a surprise on the S4 and usm&asm. we were supposed to PERFORM!!! haha. so we did. sang the mr roger rabbit song.haha. we were cute okay?? haha and after that the NCOS performed. we were naturally great! haha. and when mrs lee talked about us leaving. i felt like tearing up.its just that things are happening so fast and suddenly i'm stepping down and new people are taking over but hey, i had my share of fun and its only fair i passed it on to someone. i'll miss wearing no.4,miss giving commands and the gila moments with the bestest bunch of NCOs!! <3 it was my last camp and it was made sweeter with the fact that i was those few people who planned it :)

the camp officially ended at 8 plus. had debriefing and i was really glad mrslee was happy about the camp and had NO COMPLAINTS at all. AMAZING!! and this is all thanks to my NCOs and the rest of BV NCC Land Girls. I LOVE you guys :)

was really pooped when i got home but had to go to my cousins house coz there was a kenduri. slept there for awhile then thot i cld go home. BUT no they made a few pit stops and even went to eat. i was so fed up and grumbled all the way. After 12, i'm no longer a bright&cheerful person :) went we finally got home, i didn't even bother to change and slept almost immediately. ahhh!!

woke up quite early.sunday market was okay.had fun seeing people being dunked :) and today i officially declare someone an asshole/jerk/male slut. i'm not the only one. the idiot has a name.

ljs after that wif sheikha,zafirah,tahirah and faezah. much love and gossiping. parted ways and somehow me and afee ended up at the breakwater at ecp.haha. our favourite hangout place. and i found out a few more secrets about afee. cheeky girl!!! hahah. stars are our new best friend :)

and now i shall start on my f&n :)

lotsa love,
abee

paul twohill

2006-05-31T06:35:00.001-07:00

english mass lecture was unbearable. so effing hot and the papers just didn't make sense to me. called ms.tan over and asked her to explain the paragraph to me but she just smiled and say she will go through it later. :/

after that was maths remedial.was super malas to go but went anyway for 1 hrs :) 1/4 of the class went home.i dont blame them lah.bargained with ms.tanyk at first.did 2 ws from 11.30 to 1.00. thot can go home but alas NO! she wanted to go thru the answer. said will give the attendance list to mdm.ho if most of us dont turn up :/ so me and zaf went. luckily only for 1 hr if not i'll DIE!!

went to simei to eat after that with sheikha and zafirah.thanks guys for lending me money.was super broke.had $1.60 with me. i dunno why but feel so primary school.haha :) good food and prom talks.god knows why but both of them feel that i will have a DATE on that day.while I feel that Zafirah will be the one with the date. do not need to ask who.fcuking obvious.hahaha :D

anyways.singapore idol!! hehe. i like paultwohill!! haha.cute and nice voice.i mean if u sing and can move people,that's good rite? and jonathan leong is cute and good too.and this years contestant are all so YOUNG. mostly 16,17, and 18. wah

and so the camp is coming.i'm excited :)

lotsa love,
abee

expotoilet

2006-05-30T01:58:00.000-07:00

okeydokey.went to expo to study chem yesterday. much fun upon discovering the newly refurnished toilet so hey camwhored..hahah

believe it or not we're THE SAD BUNCH..lol

we were trying to do the cancan like those victoria secrets model and i believe or legs looked long enough to be one of them..hahahahahhahah JOKING people!!!

cool jumping pictures. and shee looked like she's being attacked by her tudung.FACE ON.lol :p

insane people who keeps me sane even if we are learning something mundane like chemistry :)

this picture is goddamnfcuking funny. i dunno what the hell i was doing and it looks like as if my hand was on shee's * but eh NO okay? haha..

and lastly i love love love this pic. so pretteh rite? and we look so so happy lah.hoho but eh those smile are real not "fakeforthecamera" only smiles. :)

haha so had much fun with them.unfortunately syaz wasn't there :( sms-ed her but alas she didnt reply.aiyai nevermind we understand babe :)

while sitting around like some homeless people,eating cupcorn and candyfloss we talked about ourselves.speciality and weaknesses.and the following paragraphs are going to be about what i think about them.

ZAFIRAH: been bestfriends since sec.1. going to ocean ambassador camp was the best thing that ever happened to US both. she's my most faithful "boyfriend" and she's the one who can make me feel better about anything. i can talk to her about ANYTHING and be very assured that she won't blab about it. she's like the twin sister i've never had and she PUTS MY LIFE INTO PERSPECTIVE ALL THE TIME (:

SHEIKHA: she's my GEREK kaki!! from swensen's earthquake to doing totally random stuff. i love evening msn chats with her and when i'm with her i'm almost always hyper&crazy.with her you do not need a reason to be happy. she can sense it when i'm sad and will advice/console me in that motherly/caring voice she has. HML for four years have been a blast with her around (:

SYAZANA: my supposedly "kakak angkat" (kental :p) she's the caring most sweetest person and even when she's sad she'll try to be happy for me coz she knows i hate seeing her so sad :) and she will always always put our problems before her problems. i think its good that she retained coz we managed to be good friends again and its the BEST. even tho life's been hard on you babe, just remember i'm just a phonecall/sms away. and she's the one who got the smart idea of calling me ABEE!! hahaha

just feel like doing a little 'tribute" to my loved ones :)

lotsa love,
abee

haziq&hakim's bday

2006-05-28T01:56:00.000-07:00

Muhd Nur. Haziq=> 1 year old
Noorul Hakim=> 16 years old

haha!! so the picture of haziq was taken yesterday becoz his bday party was held yest. quite fun but alas the bday boy was a bit grumpy due to lack of sleep and rashes on his buttocks (hahah) poor guy but he enjoyed himself too (i think) hahah. lots of BABIES and plenty of good food :) and the bday cake is an ELMO's cake.so cute!!!

and the other one is my prefect mentor (haha) hakim.sweet sixteen kaper?? haha (i sound just like sheikha) anyways he already watched an NC-16 movie.hoho.and he better appreciate what the 4As will be doing for him. if he doesn't........

**************

okay enuf said about the two birthday boys.am supposed to study chem but....i will study maybe later and prolly studying only the sec.4 chapters. its okay lah (i think) no school tomm but still have to go.for someone's sake..aiyah :)

last of madrasah papers tomm and no madrasah for about one month!!! yipeedoo!! no more waking up early on a sunday morning (okay maybe only for awhile) hahah..

aiyai shall start studying now

to all those who will be taking your mt o-level paper tomm, GOOD LUCK!! do your best :)

lotsa love,

abee

davinci love

2006-05-25T18:25:00.000-07:00

The Da Vinci Code was good :) yeah there were some changes and all but still good

yeah so went with huiyi,maybelline,zafirah,hakim,haziq,david and shaun to watch the show at century square.threw popcorns at the guy's hair (haha) and at one point of time when huiyi and zafirah were shocked because of Silas appearence, huiyi nearly kicked haziq's head. hohoho

the show ended at around 10 plus so headed home in 38.had much fun with you guys.should watch more movies.hehehe :) good for me no school today.they were all groaning about how they want to wake up today.hahah.god bless HMT!! hahaha and i wonder how haziq did for his speech.aiya that guy surely laugh first the moment he gets the mike and that laugh alone can make everyone laugh along with him.

babyhaziq's birthday party tomm :) aww.he'll be turning ONE!!! nobody threw me a birthday party for my sweetsixteen :( (lol) zafirah and maybe hizkil will be following.YEAY!! at least i would not be too bored :) and mr.bang is turning sixteen soon!!! hahaha

and yeah people,good luck for your mt o-levels.do your best.its easy lah (i think) hahah

lotsa love,
abee

great week

2006-05-24T20:37:00.000-07:00

it have been quite a good week :)

finally got my revenge!! hahaha. so happy y'know?? i dont care if sound bloody sarcastic or pushed them too hard.THEY BLOODY WELL DESERVE EVERY SINGLE THING I DID TO THEM!! hahah (i'm talking about the sec.1s actually) hahahahahah...*evilsmile*and ma'am din't mind that we pumped them..woohoo..:) :) :) that was the first time i shouted at my cadets and they were sec.1s,says something eh??

anyway,went to the airport to study with dearzafirah on tues.needed her to help me with my maths.had some great time there :) and after that went to changi to eat nasi lemak.yummy lah even though i was constantly on the lookout for bigfatnaughty cats (hahah) i'm scared shitless of them and at one point of time this really fat cat jumped down from a seat and i was so shocked that i spilled my greentea (haha) on my hand.didn't dare to go to the toilet because the last time i went in there (which was eons ago) this bapok walked in like nobody's business -_- my father fetched us around 11 plus and homed.and afee,we weren't stalking the guy who laughed at me!!! pure coincidence lah.:D

prize presentation yesterday.debate certificate of excellence (haha) and $20.00 SWENSENS voucher!! WOOTS!! haha..they want us to celebrate formally lah (inside joke) and thus will be doing so after their chinese o-levels :) yipeedoo!!

no school for bv-ians today but there's hml.i dont mind though.coz we will be doing karangan which is my favourite and the paper is from RI!! not that hard but my group's fun.had a stimulating and engaging discussion with them (cheh) haha..after hml will be watching da vinci with thelovedones 4E4 at cine.YEAY!! hahah have to rushed lah but its okay..:)

finished reading the kite runner.love it,lah.

for you,a thousand times over :)

lotsa love,
abee

pout on lips

2006-05-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

so i was told i went to sleep on friday night with a pout on my lips :/ kind of funny if you think about it

stayed at home all day today. except for when i went for my madrasah orals. okay lor

3 hrs of free period tomm.might as well just let me come at 11. at least i can wake up late.haiyah

lotsa love,
abee

syaz:glad u're feeling better. (:
zafirah: cheer up.its all stupid/chilidish if you think about it. so cheers :D love you!!

sucks

2006-05-19T04:56:00.000-07:00

the keyboard is being a babi!! grr!!!

like everthing else today :(

god must be in some kind of a mood when he planned my day today

all part As didn't come except for farelynn.what kind of shit is that??only part As and they are already giving me this kind of fcuked up attitude. you are tired?? what about your NCOs? what about me?? bunch of superficial idiots!!

haiyah.so disappoining y'know. and someone have been irritating the shit out of me!!
my chest hurts so bloody much coz i was refraining from yelling right into someone's face

luckily ncc ended early.went home wih tahirah,suhaila,lina and sheikha and these geeks really cheered me up lah :) thank you so very much. and zafirah too.

even after all this i sill havent cool down.the anger is sill simmering!!!

grr!!

yes i edit my blog entry.afterall i said i wont contaminate my blog so i wont. :) and thanks
zafirah for that sweet little message.heart you

hml marks

2006-05-17T03:21:00.000-07:00

rah!!! freaking B4 for hml MYEs!!!! i'm in deep shit :(

f&n practical

2006-05-16T03:09:00.000-07:00

okay lets start with the events yesterday.f&n practical was okay.the dishes turned out quite well except that the tunanoodlecasserole was a bit burnt on top but still DELICIOUS!! hahah. but i didn't garnish it well :( i mean i'm not really creative and all unlike some people so my garnishing was very simple and i felt very sorry for it.didn't follow the time plan at all but i managed to finish everything before the given 2hrs. and i very much like fathima's,desiree's,zafirah's and mildred's garnishing.i'll bet they will get high marks lah coz the examiner will give marks according to the pictures.sheesh!!!

had NE quiz after practical.i'm an EXPERT builder y'know.lame crap!! haha

after school,sat at the canteen with my 3dearest friends.talked for a long time and eateat the stuffs that we have cooked. (i think i'll make tunanoodlecasserole my speciality dish.HAHA) they enjoyed it.good good :)

and and a lot of people asked if i spent the sunday night crying or didn't sleep because i was worrying about practical.actually i had some allergies and it caused my eyes to swell up like mad and itch like shit.so freaking frustrating when i can't bloody RUB it.hahah.got okay last night tho after 3 days of stupidshit eyes,i kinda forget how my normal eyes looked like.hohoho.

okay moving on to today.PE was good.played soccer with the guys :) my team was great.treated me like as if i'm one of them meaning that they actually let me PLAY.pass me the ball and whatnots unlike some guys i know.when i play i tend to shout madly and get kancheong so to those people whose ears i screamed at or pants i pulled(HAHA) i am really very sorry.i'm just like that lah.hahaha

oral after school was good,i think.got mr.tafran and he was okay lah.the convo qns he asked me was different from the rest.GAH!! i'm actually wondering if i answered correctly.sheesh.being pekak and all.hohoho and i think i kinda contradicted myself at one point but he was smiling and nodding his head (but with him its always kinda like that) so hopefully this will turn out good
-_- shee:dont be so worried.you did your best.she should be fair.anyway i was so close to getting mrs.lee.half wanted her and half didn't.

had short ncc meeting after that.informed them about what they need to do for the upcoming camp.i'm excited!! :) first time you know plan a camp.WHEE!!

went home after that with afee,susu and shee.thanks for walking home with me susu and shee :)
love you guys!! (hahah)

lotsa love,
abee

loving ms.peh

2006-05-13T05:53:00.000-07:00

visited ms.peh today.got a message from zafirah early in the morning.saying that ms.peh is giving up and that her condition is getting worst.was shocked and worried so went to pay her a visit at her house along with shah,syazana and nashruddin.

it breaks my heart to see her like that.her legs are all bloated coz both her kidneys have failed and all the toxins are trapped inside her body.she had difficulty breathing too and her sis was rubbing her chest,trying to make it all easier.she tried to talk to us but alas it was too hard for her.my eyes started tearing the moment i saw her :( she was just lying down on her bed,looking helpless and i can't help but wonder how can god be so unfair?she's such a wonderful person and a great teacher,it just seems so wrong for her to be sick like that.she endured it all for 7 long years and her sis said its better is she youknow (i just can't say the word) then all her sufferings can end and she can meet her pa.i want her sufferings to stop too but that means we all will lose a great teacher which is just unbearable.

her sis wants ms.peh's pic from school.you know those individual teachers shot? well there's only one reason why she wants it..the moment she said she want it,i know what it means and...ohmygod....i dont know what will happen if they announce it during the morning assembly..all i can say to ms.peh was to take care,be strong and that i'll pray for you.never have i felt so helpless.

shall end my post here.my fellow 4e4s if you're reading this,lets do something for her.we shall discuss on monday

lotsa love,
abee

good school day

2006-05-11T04:23:00.000-07:00

school was good today :)

had the long over-dued socialstudies test and i did okay i think.tried following dyong's guidelines but with him you'll never know.hopefully i'll pass tho. :/ at least then i know that i'm doing something right.

history after that was quite fun.some history gossips (heh) and yeah i saw the picture of john f.kennedy's son saluting.really cute but then poor guy :(

talked to mr.nosh during recess coz he looked sad.and syaz is jealous (hahah) and furthermore its been a long time since i talked to nosh. and syaz,i can't believe you gossiped about me.pfft!!!

chemistry was so sleep inducing lah.science lab is the most unconducive place ever to study.you go in there and you will DEFINITLY feel oh-so-sleepy and very lethargic.but ohwell,i'm cool with sitting beside huiyi.we get along well and afterall we're the fast.hehe.was happy when i could do the questions coz at first try it make absolutely no sense :) so YAY to me!! heh

sat in the canteen with ahmad,hakim,suhaimi and zaf till about 3plus.waiting for syaz and shee.thot about going out but ended up going home.went home,bathe and went out again to go to bedokcorner's cold storage to buy stuffs for f&n practical.

will be lugging the ingredients all the way to simei tomms.haiyah!! so guys,if you want to taste any speciality dish tomm then do come to zaf's house.dishes cooked by the world's two best chefs.UH UH.hehe.oh well we'll definitely try our best.hahah.our definition of best may be seriously twisted tho.hohohoho

and unlike the others.i won't talk about the spawn of satan here.it will definitely ruined my lovely blog.but eh,if we're immature then you are a PARASITE on a toad's belly.hanging on to your dear friends, OH WAIT NO, for popularity.what kinda shit is that?

and syazie dear.all i can say is shit happens.just sidestepped them or kick them away coz you know this shit stinks even worst than all the animals poo combined :)

hahaha

lotsa love,
abee

sheikha's bday

2006-05-09T04:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BESTFRIEND,SHEIKHA HAROON!!!! :)

hehe.i'm SO glad we surprised you!! the expression on your face was priceless.teeheehee. :) okay so here's my personal message to you:Happy Sweet Sixteen,dearest.hope you're happy with whatever we've plan/give to you.May Allah bless you always and may our freindship last forever.MuaksMuaksMuaks!!! Love you so so much. :) :) :)

so originally we plan to pull a prank a sheikha.yes on her birthday.an idea by yours truly.what can i say,i lurve to surprise people.so we decided that we wont wish her at 12 midnight, no pressies, no wishing in the early mornings and a measly foolscap paper birthday card given during recess claiming that we had no time to buy her a birthday pressie.she looked disappointed and i felt so bloody guilty lah.but still hold on and finally surprised her after school with the UNION boys(haha).she was so happy and esp with a special pressie from a special someone.i'm happy for you dear. sheikha and syazana waited for us till 5.30 and then went to eat at LJS. a hearty meal with good company is always the best :)
and syaz:thank you dear for waiting till 5.30.lots of hearts and i'm very sorry if i've been harsh to you in anyway.its the pms talking. :/hope you're feeling better.take care.

so english course have been okay for the past two days.not that boring coz my grp is great.heh.shir,stevi,sya,piaoxue and pngshi.looney people. :) and we've been getting chocs :P

and oh.got this really nice pic of the 4 of us.much thanks to shameerfareez..:) sorry syaz!!

okay.gotta do some studying now.

lotsa love,
abee

giggles on a rainy day

2006-05-05T21:15:00.000-07:00

my cousin gave birth on thurs.so now we have another newborn in the family :) and my another cousin is two months pregnant.heh.baby boomers!! went to TMC to see the little DHIA NADRAH! Dhia for short.heh.i remembered her father saying he wants to name her Isabella and my sis said,isabella? boleh belah!! hoho.

Dhia is just the cutest little thing.i'll bet she'll be cuter than her bro,Raiyan who seems to be coping well with his new title as a big bro.he looked at her calmly and kisses her occasionally when told to do so.hehe.so small yet so big.:P

okay moving on.school ended at 12 yest and went home with zafirah,syazana and sheikha.played in the rain.and i ended up the wettest coz my ALLY turned on me.pfft!!syazana with her pink umbrella and me carrying HER bag even tho i'm supposed to make her wet.they lepak-ed at my house for awhile and after they went home,i slept till 7 plus then went to TMC to see Dhia again.

will be going out today but at night i have religious classes.DRATS!! :( if not for it we'll probably be at Raiyan&Dhia's house.cooing at Dhia and eattalkcrap with my cousins.sheesh

and madrasah oral tomm and i haven't hafal the surah.whatever.i really cant be bothered anymore.not a good thing but ohwells.

i'm fcuking pissed at someone right now.don't make me irritate at the wrong time of the month.the reaction will be violent!! dont say i didn't warned you.if u fcuk it can kacau me then fcuk it i can do the same too.GRR!!don't always think you're effing right coz you're not.DAMMIT!!

okay.enough rantings.toodles

abee

math clinic

2006-05-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

school was good today (:

i went to the rally for WP yest with ahmad,hakim and sumi.haha.wanted to see what its like.went to tampines and gosh there were really a lot of people.shouting away and waving flags/newsletters around.fiery speeches made and some uber loud chantings.went home around 9 plus and thankyou guys for accompanying me (:

so today in english ms.tan asked who went to a rally before so the three of us with yixiang talked to the class about it and maybe shuan,huiyi and maybel going today.lol.kinda debate just now.really cool.kinda miss debate.lol -_-

math was okay.did work today with my mathslut,lynette.i'm proud of us.at least we didn't talk away like usual.hehe.on to our last chapter already.hopefully we'll have a lot of time for revision.i need that VERYMUCH!!

during chemistry,haziq went a bit bonkers and started sending everyone letters.asking randomsilly questions and telling us some weirdrandom facts.lol.me and zaf are separated now coz we were talking while mdm.ho was teaching.sitting with huiyi now (: its okay,still the fast and precise.LOL!and i decided to be silly by replying haziq's letter.one letter was very SWEET okay?? hoho

form teachers period was spent talking to shaun,haziq,maybel and huiyi.talked baouthow our sec.4 life is the best and all that.talked about some people and some stuffs about ourselves.really nice (:

after school,went for mathclinic and i guess i benefitted from it.did algebra and mr.goh helped out.he's nice and patient (: it was good coz i'm not really good in algebra so the revision was really good.will be going again next week

and we've choosen the 8 who will be going for spec course.am satisfied.hopefully they won't disappoint us :/

and sheikha: get well soon and i want to read the kite flyer.bring tomm

lotsa love,
abee

2006-05-02T06:33:00.000-07:00

Sunday Market lol~~

Deleted all the previous pic and made it all into one photo montage.

So how cool or not???

Believe it or not this is my FIRST creation ever! haha lol~

And trying very hard to use that photoshop. First time mind you.

I'm very pround of myself.*tap head*.

monday blues

2006-05-01T05:16:00.000-07:00

had a really good rest at home today.didn't go anywhere.just lie down in front of the tv and watch all the crap show there is to watch.was supposed to go out with syazie today but she cancelled out on me :( anyways,its okay.i don't mind.you must have a very valid reason for not being able to go out with me.next time okay?? :p]

finally uploaded all the pics from the sundaymarket into the computer.went to ECP for dinner after sundaymarket after waiting like a l o n g time for mr.ho to come.waited again for him went he went to order his dinner.aiyah,that guy keep making us wait.sat next to the lagoon/pond whatever shit you call it and ate a lot! sataymuttonchoprotijohnnasiayamrojakbbqchicken.talked cock and laughed at some serangoon jokes.lol.i didn't know shaun can be damn sarcastic but now i think i'll watch myself around him.lol. i'll let all the pics do the talking later.heh

after 6 days of not going to school i'm fcuking lazy to go :( luckily tomm is a short day but i plan to really start studying tomm.i will i will.believe me :)

and if need be i will ask mrslee with my maths.she's willing to.the perks.lol

toodles

lotsa love,
abee

DAISY

2006-04-28T19:10:00.000-07:00

DAISY was beautiful.

ohmygosh.i totally love that movie.the scenery was beautiful,the cast were gorgeous and the storyline...gosh!!!and yes i'm very much in love with JUNG WOO-SUNG!!!! GORGEOUS!!!! and sheikha whatever you say,he's still is MINE!!! lol he plays the assasin by the way.and when he broods,aiyoh so gorgeous lah.hehehe.its not a happy ending tho but alas,the love story's so sweet.*smiles dreamily*

went to watch after nccmeeting.we arrived quite late.20 minutes after the movie had started but i'm damn glad we didn't give it a pass :) scurried into the cinema and soon after someone was crying.lol.i didn't cry even tho i was soclose to doing so.just felt very very sad.haha.once again we left zafirah.in the midst of our kelam-kabutness.hoho.sorry zafirah and syazana :) you guys should have watch it.

and ncc meeting was.....surely having 4 people scolding them is not great but somehow i'm just not convinced they will change but i hope they will prove me wrong.

sunday market today.so lazy!!

toodles

lotsa love,
abee

prelims

2006-04-27T19:16:00.000-07:00

just woke up.hehe.no school today due to the malay prelims.whee!!! haha.i'm sure they all are having headaches now,doing malay paper.hoho.but ohwell hopefully all of them will get A1. :) unlike me who can even get an A1 for o-level malay.sheesh.okay okay shall not brood over it.its OVER!

will be watching Daisy with shakiewakie today.YEAY!! dunno if the other two following or not.

but before that,got NCC meeting.more like for part Cs but then i have to go.they need this man.a thorough scolding by Ma'am lee and prolly me too.i'm fcuking sick of their attitude.:( we'll see later.

yest went to east coast with zafirah.went out at 5 coz both were bored shitless of staying at home.bored sushi <3,>menjiwang if that's what you're thinking.went home at around 7 plus coz apparently she had prelims today but i didn't see her studying at all.lol

okay have to get ready now.toodles

lotsa love,
abee

pics from tues

2006-04-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

sick

2006-04-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

didn't go to school today.down with the flu and sore throat.slept most of the time coz i took medicine that made me drowsy.kinda regretted not going to school coz there's a million things i need to do but ohwell, i didn't feel too good when i wanted to wake up in the morning.i go to sleep with snot stucked in my nose and wake up with the exact same condition except that in the morning,the urge to sneeze is greater.wonderful i know.

yest was a great day.photo-taking session was good and i was in the first row for all 4 sessions.all the prefects were cute when we pretended to be gangster for the informal picture.tucked our shirts out and stared at the camera with this really haughty look.the head and vice-head looked like they were having the most fun.heh prolly because in their whole of secondary school life they never could walk around with their blouse tucked out and everything.lol

waiting to take our NCC photo was very...some people are very selfish and only think about themselves.you should know who.shall not elaborate and oh when we were taking the photo,my bestfriend was right behind.how great..NOT!!played stupid games with my NCOs before that and izzat was kind enough to lend me his SANA badge since i've got no badge on my right side except for my name tag.hehe.

sat at the canteen with zaf,hakim and ahmad after that and talked talked.went home to an empty house at around 4 plus.asked zaf to come to my house but it was too late.sheesh

still waiting for consent forms for my cadets.i'm always the one to come running after them.where's the respect,you tell me.shouldn't it be the other way round?? i MUST have a talk with them someday.my NCOs and I deserve more than this.grrr!!!

and shee,i want to watch DAISY.text me if u want to go to okay?

lotsa love,
abee

g'day

2006-04-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

its a good day today.filled with laughters and silly moments with the loved ones. :)

geography was retarded.hoho.everyone tried copying each other and as usual tried to copy from the smartest people *ahem* but we blocked it with such ferocity until my head and syaheda's banged.lol.we didn't get the highest afterall.it was a tie between our group and eunice's group :) will get chocs/sweets from ms.farhana tomm.yeay.and our long overdue (okay,not) pizza from ms.tan.shan't eat a lot or else the no.3 uniform won't fit.lol.yes,i admit i'm getting F A T!! :( not good,i know

humans remedial was spent playing stupidchildishkindergarten games with rox,zafirah and david.hoho.laughed so much till my sides hurt.even tho i may seem lousy now,i believe one day i will improve.heh.and yes if you're wondering, i did some work okay.i'm NOT that lazy.uh uh

spent time at library discussing our annual unit camp with lina and she took a load of stuffs of me when she volunteered to type out some stuffs.thank you,love :) it rained and me,syaz,shee and zaf were being spastic outside the library.it was pretty obvious why syaz didn't wanna go home.heh.joking okay?? (i'm annoying,i know) walk home in the rain and it was hilarious.took stupid pictures of ourselves and tried splashing each other while running around,giggling.oblivious to people's stares.heh.much fun eh girls?? should do it more.lol

went to int to buy sushi which was L O V E and that's one thing off my craving list.yes i have a lot of cravings.explains everything eh? heh

got home,mum was nagging coz i didn't call her.just kep quiet coz i didn't want to say anything that might fuel her anger or we will just end up getting more pissed even tho i already was but eh i'm such an ungrateful ingrate sometimes.she ironed my no.3 for me y'know.i did said thanks okay.

photo taking tomm and i must be the most selenge-est looking usm ever.with my beret and short hair.lol.oh well

lotsa love,
abee

dream guy

2006-04-23T21:32:00.000-07:00

fanglin wants me to do this like long ago but heh i thot i'll do it now :)

Gender: Male
1) Romantic, sweet and sensitive towards MY feelings :)
2) Lean athletic body *yum* heh
3) Must be SMART, like me. hehe (joking)
4) Must be faithful and honest
5) don't have to be good-looking but refer to No. 2
6) Sweet smile/nice eyes
7) kinda serious but can get really crazy at times :)

7 people to do this
1) sheikha
2) syazana
3) zafirah
4) huiyi
5) lynette
6) hirin
7) iylie

bored

2006-04-23T00:12:00.000-07:00

sometimes when you're all grown up and everything, your perceptions of people around you starts to change.you start hearing stories about them that totally contradicts the opinion that you have formed about them and suddenly you're unsure about how to treat that person.haiz.

just venting out some of my feelings and don't worry its not about me.just something happening to someone dear to me :/

haven't been blogging for long coz i was too busy and basically had no time at all.my apologies :)

ncc training was okay last friday and us,NCOs,won't be stepping down till August like that.personally i think the part Cs are not ready (no offence) and if we are to step down now, i don't think we would have made any impact on them.so its better if we stay on for awhile.see how things go and whatnot.ma'amkhoo will be away for the whole of next semester and i'm just waiting to see who will give us more problems.i hope none lah but....

went to tpjc on sat and we were so warmly welcomed.uh uh.yeah right.it was okay lah.headed to banquet after that with shee&zaf.boring day lah.slept from 4 plus al the way to 7 plus.heh.sleeping must be my new hobby.lol

oh well.not feeling too good today :(

lotsa love,
abee

hml paper

2006-04-19T07:20:00.000-07:00

hml paper today sure was pissifying (heh).the comprehension was incomprehensible and the cloze passage was damn hard.luckily for me the peribahasa was easy and i remembered all and i hope i will get it all right.Thanks a lot to zafirahbtemustaza for testing me during geog okay maybe not free period just now.may was cute when she wrote pokok instead of kayu for one of the peribahasa even tho she tested me on that one before we went into the examination hall.poor girl,she was sick so she can't really memorized.but i'll bet you that she will do better than all of us.She's just like that.say UNFAIR!! LaughOutLoud.As for me, I'm afraid that i will do badly coz unlike some people, i don't feel proud failing malay.don't ask me why they should be proud.go figure.and oh i hate how some of the tms non-teaching staffs treat us.just because one guy wasn't standing properly behind his chair,he was shouted at.What the hell,right?

and cikgusahriana was being sweet on Monday when she walked around bare-footed in the hall during our examination as we complained to her before that the click-clacking of the heels on the parquet floor is really distracting.If that's not LOVE!! heh :)

am so excited about the highermothertongue "picnic" tomms..heh.the so-called higher people including david that's it.ben&jerry,grilled cheese sandwich, epokepok,M&Ms,pringles,cookies, twisties and ohsweets..heh.since they don't allow us to buy food during lesson times, we thot why not? let's bring our own food. and hopefully there won't be any uninvited guest*i know you know who* heh

and i see i got such impatient friends.they know like hell that i've got exams but no they rant on my taggie asking me to update..for fcuk's sake,WAIT LAH!! sheesh..and no i'm not angry,just irritated.shouldn't you only blog when you feel like you want to and not act like its an everyday obligation?? huh? huh? huh? so think twice if you want to pester me to update.HAH!

okay enough.later there'll be some sour faces tomm during recess (i'm joking).don't get all hoity-toity on me girls coz you know you love me :) and of course, i love you too!!

lotsa love,
abee

grey skies

2006-04-15T04:03:00.000-07:00

the sky's grey.it's gonna rain soon (durr) and well, i'm feeling slightly grey too.bus ride home alone,listening to my mp3,looking at the grey sky and the song grey sky morning came up.i love the lyrics...

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

vertical horizon- best i ever had

well,spent half of my day at simei today.did CME project with zafirah,ahmad,shaun and hakim(be jealous ane') lol.we did a montage of all the pictures and it's nice lah.could have been better if we could add little dialogue coz most of the pictures show us being very goondu.heh.added the songs and ohmygosh, the credits were very funny.i bet the class will burst into laughters when they see it.LOL

slacked a bit after that.checked people's friendster and had a blast poking fun at some people's pictures.heh.

off to eastpoint after that coz zaf and i were both craving for bubble tea.there was some kind of line dancing there.some of the aunties were really sexy and really semangat.lol i mean they were wearing bare-back blouses and i bet they are over their forties already.SHEESH.dared hakim to joined in but alas he didn't.would have been fun to see :) and i want to kill ZAF THE MAF!!! but i guess i deserve that.i'm always making fun of her&him anyway.heh.sorry babe!!

met syaz for awhile and i went home after that.

loving not your saviour by joey cape and tony sly :) and titanic in awhile.tissues please!! heh

lotsa love,
abee

the loves

2006-04-13T04:52:00.000-07:00

my dearest 4e4 as drawn but xiaoyan...:)

love my 3as

2006-04-13T04:02:00.000-07:00

had 2.4 km run at bedok reservoir park yesterday and now all my joints are on strike..Yikes..so pain y'know...gee!!anyway ran with zafirah and we sorta motivated each other coz halfway both of us got stitches..lol..run abit,stop then tried running again..but yeah we made it lah..thot of walking at first then decide to run coz napfa contributes to BUC and i rather run once than to run so many times....

headed to sheikha house after that..sat there for hours and talked a lot to my 3as..they were real honest and give honest feedback lah and seriously it made me think about what is good for myself..old stuffs were dug out and old secrets came back...we talked, laughed and reminisce about goofy stories...saw sheikha's niece and ohmygod,she's so cute lah..little khadijah :) she's very small tho..abit scary lah nak angkat and all..hehe...sheikha keeps avoiding her issue but one day we are gonna pry it out from her...hmphh...and guys,thanks a lot for the nice,honest talk and for that pact, i want to keep it till forever..lots of hearts!!! <3 <3 and and we shall go to the zoo after o's..even tho we have one so hairy org utan in school..lol...so mean..

chemistry was fun just now..tried convincing haziq that my hand was cacat but he said i'm already cacat so my hand should be too..hmphh...and when he took the glasses/specs for us and i said thanks haziq,love you (joking of course) he said diamlah y'know!!! so unfeeling!! hahah..then talked talked about our still longfarwayinthefuture backpacking trip and i told him not to ever change his e-mail addy so that i can contact him when its time..it seems that shaun may be following but he may be married by then..bring along his kids?? NO WAY!! haha...had fun lah with them and shaun(hahah) tried describing his dream girl..lol...school was fun lah today and mrs.hua wasn't around..:) so listened to syahedah's mp3 and talkedtalked with them while having dear eunice massaged my back..WHOO!! so nice!!!

ncc training today was.....frustrating..shan't elaborate but ohdeargodabove, i really feel like strangling some people just now..GAH!!! zaf,syaz and shee waited for me and we went home together..glad that we're spending more time now...its good :) and oh guys thanks for waiting for me :p

okaylah..gtg now..toodles

lotsa love,
abee

p.s: my 3As, that phase of my life is over. :) (i hope)

10102006

2006-04-10T03:36:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th Birthday, Maybelline :)
may god bless you always and hope you love the present..love you!!!

hehe..sang a birthday song for maybelline in math class and even tho ms.tan's birthday was so over, we sang her a birthday song just to waste time and she looked touched?? hehe..or prolly she could just see through us..lol...spent the whole period talking to lynnette and even tho i sat in the first row, ms.tan didn't scold me for talking and it was pretty obvious that i wasn't doing her work....its getting sickening everyday with her nonsensical teaching (okay,maybe not) but i just can't make myself listen to her..i'll last for only like 10 minutes then i'll get distracted..i think i should take up mrs.lee's offer of having a maths remedial for the nccghurls...hehe..will be pretty weird but at least (or i hope) mrs.lee will be better and with her its obvious that i will pay attention..god knows what she'll do to me if i dont..lol :P

f&n was spent in the computers lab and it was okay i guess...talked talked abit with eunice and boy,is she interesting..hehe...coursework was okay, still much left to do and i dunno if i'm capable of cooking 3 dishes/wash up/serve the dish in less than 2 hrs..killer right but if others can do it why can't i, right?? thats how i always think when i find something so impossible to do :)

had history structured remedial after school and i guess its okay..practically for o-levels we have to know the whole book and gosh, there's mighty a lot..listened to my mp3 while doing the SBQ and me and annette disturbed specimen a and b...hehehe..she is still very clueless..planned to go mickey D with annette today but i was full so waited for afee at the canteen and went home..bought bubble tea and walked home alone..shee didn't walked me home today..bad boyfriend :( :( and she did not carry my books for me when it got heavy..OH MY GOSH!!!!! ZAFIRAH & SYAZANA GROPED MY BUTT TODAY!!! AIYOH!!! disgusting people!!! i felt so violated,okay...lol...pervs just like the kissykissy uncle..lol...

and eh my 3as, i hope i'm smiling more...:) :) :) thanks for ur concern..i'm really touched :) u guys are the greatest y'know...love you,babes!! <3

lotsa love,
abee

2006-04-08T03:10:00.000-07:00

some hilarious photos from the day of the debate finals..Enjoy!! lol

2006-04-08T03:08:00.000-07:00

may's birthdaty

2006-04-08T03:02:00.000-07:00

arnolds

2006-04-08T02:12:00.000-07:00

just got back from Arnolds and i'm so stuffed...gosh, ate so much chicken...GAH..but it was nice...went there to celebrate maybelline's birthday which is actually on the 10 but nevertheless its never too early rite?? hehe..ordered 4 sets of whole spring chicken and wonders of wonders, the guys were able to finish them all...and still they said they are not full..wah rau...met david, shirley,shaun,huiyi,maybelline,stevie,lynette,syahedah and yixiang at kallang..coz initially wanted to eat at old airport rd or somewhere there but waited for our dear mr.haziq for so long that it started to rain and thus we can't walk there so train-ed to paya lebar and ate at arnold's..shirley and stevie had to go tho....but eh,had fun with them..took photos and did talk about some class issue and oh..specimen A and B..someone is ever so clueless...hehhehe :) :) :)

pictures up in next post :) <3

lotsa love,
abee

2006-04-07T06:03:00.000-07:00

4e4 had a water-bomb fight today...so effing cool..hoho..so today is 4e4's birthday..cool eh?had lots of fun with them and everyone participated...eunice being the organizer..her reason, it was to celebrate IFD..uh uh..but wadeva, it was pure soaking fun...lol..ahmad burst a balloon down my back and my ncc uniform got wet lah but eh,i don't mind..i soaked him first..:p mdm.ho saw but pretended that she didn't..cool lah..even the pakcik (dunno his name) saw but he buat bodoh..claiming that if we are not wet enough he can throw us into the pond..yeah rite..as if we let him...heheh..did the mask thing and we did a rock face coz according to shaunkeshiv, a single great rock song can bring people together...hehe..the ever so philosophical guy..sheesh...had fun making it and our mask even got a tongue-piercing y'know..so cool...:) took lots of photos and ohmygosh,i can't believe what shaun said about the balloon thing..moulding the future of our nation..hoho..effing disgusting...

as days passed, the class gets more united and ooh..i love them so lah..they rock my stinky ncc socks..hehe...and zaki is being so sweet and all...making another video for us..aiyoh, if it doesn't make me cry, i dunno what to say..bundles of memories this year...getting sentimental again..but somehow these days our conversations always revolves around graduating..don't ask me why but prolly due to the fact that we're wondering where our prom is going to be..i hope datuk K will approve..hehehe..and oh wait look at this lyrics..speaks so much about our last years and all..

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

the calling- our lives :)

had NCC training which was great..shouldn't elaborate much but they seem happy with my speech and i'm happy too...:) :)and today i'm happy with my unit..:) don't ask why..just am..

and oh..shee asked me to dwnload the song,purest of pain..and and i so like the lyrics even tho theres the malay version and i hated it coz its so corny but the eng version is nice uh...

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

corny uh..but alas..speaks a thousand thoughts..and shee,remember my ultimate fantasy..lol..SEXY y'know...woots..

oh well

lotsa love,
abee

debate loss

2006-04-05T04:39:00.000-07:00

WE LOST THE DEBATE...GEE :(

oh well i thot since i i always put the winning part big-big, to be fair i shall put the losing part big-big too..fair enuf rite? hehe..okay so initially i was disappointed with myself and cried coz i thot i was fumbling about which my speech and i didn't do good but people told me later i did great and after awhile mrs.lee came over and sorta consoled and told our mistake at the same time so i was okay lar...class hug and i swear i've never been happier with my lovely 4e4...sa rang hae,4e4!!! went to simpang for a prata session after that and even tho we didn't win, i'm seriously very contented..:) :) :)...we did great guys, eunice, roxanne and carin!!!! and much congrats to 4e2..you guys were so GOOD!! and darren and may,gosh they are effing powerful..hehe...and to my dearest 4e4, thank you all for your support and no matter what. 4e4 rocks!!! hahaha and oh to izzat too..thanks for all the help..and oh,too bad ms.tan couldn't be with us..i miss her :/

i'm in love...with 4e4...had much fun with them today...right from maths lesson to geog lesson where we sang our cute mama bear a birthday song...haha..she was blushing y'know and i bet she's really happy and touched...and during maths, we keep asking ms.tan to do the rotation..sexy sia!!! lol..i bet you she can dance well to kylieminogue's slow...hahahaha..with her boots and all..(looks at ahmad)...hohoh..and at simpang, ate prata, took lotsa photos and generally talked cock with them and oh, i swear david's such a PIG!!! he ate so bloody much lah...but alas he's a growing boy...hahah..took 9 home and more pictures with our kepala and my new lesbian partner, shirleykarine..hoho..sexy poses y'know...got off at interchange and took 14 home..i can't wait for our outing this saturday...i hope we really will go out :)

lotsa love,
rabiatul adawiyah

p.s: happy 7 months, syazana!! don't be so garang and hope u guys are happy always!!! :) love you,bitchface..hehe

rainy day

2006-04-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

cold bus ride with dearest syazie and zafirah just now..talk lots of crap and i took a picture of someone's sexy thunder thighs...:p lol..but eh, i deleted it so get all the wrong ideas outta your head..could have gotten home before the rain but ms.vicehead asked us to wait and thus we were stucked in the rain with all the lightnings and thunders and you should know that i'm bloody terrified of those two..due to active imagination actually...lol..i always imagined that through some unlucky twist of fate, the lightning will come find me and strike me, JUST ME.. don't ask me why but its just there in my mind...hehe...and and where's there's those really loud thunder, i can almost see GOD in cloth draped over his body, running around chasing all the SATAN with a broom...hoho..O_0

anyways..DEBATE FINALS TOMORROW!!!! dammit...i want so badly to win but my hopes keep inflating and deflating...but i know whatever it is we will put up a good fight and may the best team wins :) we discussed so much already..stayed at rox house till like 10 plus yesterday doing the debate..we've got a lot of points already and i hope it will be sufficient to counter-attack them...i think GOD has something against seeing 4/2 and 4/4 being happy...lol...i know right from the start that 4/4 will one day meet 4/2 but never did i expect that it will be in the finals but oh man, its here and i've got a gazillion butterflies in my tummies...AIYOH!!! wish us luck people :)

and in physics just now, yixiang showed us a video about 4e4 and how we've been for the past two years.. GAWD, they were so sweet and i honestly didn't expect it to come from a guy..he's gonna put in more pics and i hope we can see it all on graduation day...i nearly teared when i saw it...2 years of valuable friendship and countless memories...(sentimental mode alert)..wah rau..but eh yixiang, be sure to include everyone's picture,kay? even mdmho...hohoho...and zaki did one too but honestly i thot it was like more of a tribute to haziq but eh zaki, good job!!! hehe..such sweeties lah my classmates...i love them :) :) :)

oh..gtg prepare my speech for thursday..GEE!!!

lotsa love,
abee :)

haziq's birthday

2006-03-31T02:26:00.000-08:00

just got back from parkway parade..oh man i feel so pigglish yet again..heheh..headed to siam kitchen first coz me,roxanne and carin were dying for tomsquares but apparently roxanne had already eaten so she just ate redruby while me and carin ate tomyam and beefsquares respectively..the tomyam is ohsogood but super spicy lah..i take one sip of the soup and it had to be followed with one sip of orange juice..lol...i was trying to make rox jealous about my tomyam but alas she wasn't..and by the way she's the second most clumsiest eater next to suhaila..they just have to dripped something on the table..lol..ate our fill and we suddenly felt like eating icecreams so...jeng jeng jeng we headed down to Swensens and ate EARTHQUAKE!! again for me in less than a week..gawd,i am so getting fat..hurhur...it was delicious and obviously i remembered last week's trip only too well so we didn't put pistachio almond which is very ickyeewyucks..ate, laughed and we tried doing stupid stuffs like tying a knot using the cherry stems with our tongues coz anybody who can do that is supposed to be a good kisser but none of us can do it...haha..says something eh?? lol but roxanne didn't wanna believe it, insisting that we are all good kissers...hehehe...

tried to find points for debate but we keep going around the same circle but no worries,we're getting help and i'm sure we'll put up a tough fight :) after we paid the bill, i got the smart idea of making a boat out of the receipt (look at haziq) and then we put the boat in the glass full of water and wrote thank you on a tissue paper and went off...the waiter was smiling when he cleared our table..so you see, we made someone's day..heheh...and yeah,next to the tissue was the half-eaten cherry that roxanne spitted out...gross!!! lol..went home after that coz rox got tuition and took 167 home...the journey home was COLD...brrrr!!!

and won't be going to simpang with the classmates later..going out with the parents coz some abang sedare is belanja-ing us or something..sorry guys and have fun...:) and oh, miss me :p

by the way physics and socialstudies was fun just now..in physics, me,zaf,lynette,shirley and syahedah sang old songs again..we sang all or nothing
loudly but sadly david was asleep and he didn't hear us :( we wanted to make him feel paiseh...heheh...shirley of course told us to stop and turned red...hohoho..socialstudies was spent talking with zafirah,haziq,ahmad and hakim...talked nonsense and we asked danielyong what monogamy meant and he actually answered...lol..so out of the blue..not connected to the topic at all...hurhur...

and lastly...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, HAZIQ..DAH TUA!!! LOL!!!

enjoy your birthday..which is tomm actually but nehmind..hehe

lotsa love,
abee :)

sorry

2006-03-30T04:57:00.000-08:00

thousand of apologies coz i haven't been updating for a long time..my comp crashed after my sis tried to upload some imitation stuffs on my comp...well,all the pic gone...the esplanade pics,the macho pics and the calvinklien dude pic down the effing drain..sigh but really, what can i do rite? blame my sis also no use, its GONE!!! sheesh

anyways had ncc training which was good just enough..spent some time with the part As and hehe they look cute in their uniform..a bit loopy tho but alas its their first time wearing it..did a few marchings and i've come to like them..well it takes a lot of patience to teach them but so long as there are interested in learning, i'll teach..the satisfaction of seeing them doing it right is just soo...GOOD..lol..heheh but eh they become so nervous whenever me and lina take over..like as if we are gonna start shouting like some lunatic whatsoever...hohoho..bt after awhile i guess they got use to it lah... and the farelynn was oh-so-innocent when she asked me to teach HER only..O_0...she thinks i personally baby sit her eh?? lol...

had a talk with part Cs and i'm glad things are finally getting in their head coz they are WAY better now...:) :) :)..i'm glad!!! and i hope the one person that i fought for her case won't disappoint me..i'm putting my hopes on her as one of the award winners...i bet she will if she tries coz even ma'amkhoo thinks so...i'm happy for her :) in all training was good just now and thus i'm happy..if only they can make me this happy every week..i hope -_- and and and oh oh oh..next thurs i'm so kacangputeh lah!!! speech in front of the whole school!! what habits of mind??? aiyoh!!!! when scheong called my name, i was effing shocked lah!! sheesh and girls,i BEG you to not do anything ott,kay?? please!!! i'll be so embarrassed!!! GAH!!!

okay and oh went to HSA but lo and behold our stronghealthymacho haziq wasn't able to donate coz he was unhealthy!!! yay! now i'm not they only unhealthy freak..hahaha..he just recovered from fever lah so must wait another 3 weeks..so ahmad was eligible to donate and i went in with him to take pictures and ohmygosh, the needle was so thick lah!!!! and judging from ahmad's expression, it must have hurt a lot...but but it is a very noble thing to do and someday i hope i will be eligible to donate :)

after HSA, haziq said he wanted to walk around/explore for some makan place..walked past a 7eleven and genius me said "eh lets buy cupnoodle" so we did and sat at the park connecter(looks at chinyang, lol) and do stupid stuffs...saw this guy who was in the wushu team of some organization and he actually got his shifu to whacked his ass a few times with some ke-ching stuff...hahahah...definitely weird..he actually bend and asked his shifu to did that...lol...drank tomyam+chillicrab+seafood+chicken+strawberry yogurt and it was like vomit..GROSS!!! hurhur..then then when we were walking down this slope thingy and the guys started to power walked and ohmygosh lah,their bodies so effing fluid...move move slither slither like some snake like that..SO SEXY!!! haha even tho ahmad cheated..he ran...lol...shaun didn't do it..i bet his body is too stiff,just look at the way he walks lah..heehee..joking!! 2-ed home and got my dad to fetch me at bedok int..got home, did debrief on comp,got ready my NCC stuffs and crashed hard..i was so pooped lah...

and and DEBATE this wed!!*jumps around* GEE!!! i'm so nervous!! mstan won't be her summore but she's so excited lah...iloveher!!! hehehe...4E4,MUST HELP US!!! hehe...

lotsa love,
rabiatul adawiyah

quiz

2006-03-24T06:11:00.000-08:00

1) Far Away
2) Blind
3) Unbelievable
4) Always Come Back To Your Love
5) So Sick
6) Dirty Little Secret
7) Move Along
8) Drowning
9) International You Day
10) Menunggumu

then you select 5 people to pass this on to
1) Afee
2) Syazana
3) Sheikha
4) Ivan
5) Huiyi

And here it goes :What were you doing 10yrs ago??
i was 6...nt even in pri school..i'll bet i play masak2 with my sis everyday, read kiddy books, had kiddy fun at my playschool...lol...

5 Songs which you know all the lyrics off your head right now
1) Far Away
2) Blind
3) Why Can't I
4) International You Day
5) Drowning

5 things u would do if u are a millionaire
1) give my parents some
2) save up for my back packing trip to Europe..woots
3) spend on clothes,accesories whatnots
4) save up for my education
5) bring all my friends to a real good holiday :)

5 Bad Habits
1) Procrastinating
2) Being forgetful
3) Laziness
4) Hot-temperedness
5) selfish little bitch

5 things you like doing
1) reading
2) going out with my friends
3) eating junk on my bed
4) surfing the net
5) day dream :)

5 Things you would never wear, buy, or get new again
1) micro mini skirt
2) anything by von dutch :/ *pukegag*
3) cheap earrings that makes my ear itch like mad
4) revealing top
5) ridiculously expensive but totally useless stuffs

5 Favourite Toys
1) my phone
2) my mp3
3) my digi cam
4) this old but very berjasa computer..heh
5) my sex toys...NOT!!! i'm joking!! lol

hehe..stupid quiz but i did it nevertheless...:)

good debate

2006-03-22T05:02:00.000-08:00

4E4 WON THE DEBATE!!!! WAAHOO!!!! :) :) :)
i am so happy lar..all the hard work and sundayafternoons at the beach paid off..tralala..hahah..thank you to those 4e4 that came..you guys made a difference just by coming and supporting us..I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! and congrats to roxanne for being the best speaker!!! i told you that you can do it,girl!! heart you!! and to carin and eunice,i love you guys too!!! hahah...we should consider doing the finals..we've come this far..i know we were pissed and all but dammit,we're good..hohoho....and oh, greenteaspotatochipsnapolitanbiscuitssushisandsiamkitchen is good for the soul...hahah :) :) :)

4e2, we'll see you guys at the finals..best of luck :)

and so,got back just abt all my CT1 results except for history and i can say that i'm both happy and disappointed..i've got a few As but the ones i expect to do well, i didn't except for f&n which is like a lost cause..hoho...i'm still failing maths tho..gee..i just can't make myself listen to mstan's rambling..i got a headache just listening to her..sheesh..and she's so SLOW its boring me to death...haiyoh..bt still,i must PERSEVERE on..sounds corny eh?? lol..and for f&n, should do my best for coursework coz theory is...blah!! Pure Geog was the best lah..first ever in secondary school to get 90 plus over..lol..but its just the 1st common test so must maintain..lol...will get the report slip on friday..hope it'll be good..-_-

i suddenly lost all trains of thoughts..no mood already..sheesh

lotsa love,
abear

imissmyjerkandiwanttohughimandtellhimallthegoodnewsimissmy4pecs!!!

the truth revealed

2006-03-11T04:00:00.000-08:00

I know who the spammer is already..this time its for real..I'm very disappointed and hurt..hurt because she always act like its all good with me but she actually dislikes me and is doing all this behind my back...To the spammer,i will not treat you any differently now,even tho i know who you are..i'm giving you a chance to redeem yourself because i value what we have,even if it may not be much..even if you don't,i wish you will stop saying all this shit behind my back and just come up to me and tell me the truth if i ever did you any wrong..maybe you meant this as a joke and if it is then i'm telling you that its not funny and you better stop but if this is for real,then i hope you'll stop too..i was shocked when i got to know it was you coz i thot you were sincerely nice to me but i guess i'm wrong...I WILL NOT tell anyone about you tho but if you seriously do not stop then i'm afraid,i must do something.... and one last thing,NEVER underestimate the power of technology...

**************

went for the compre course today..2 1/2 hrs..but it wasn't all that bad...did participate but *gasp* she never did give me any chocolate for all the right answers that i gave her..*sobs* oh well,sat beside syazie and had fun laughing at zaf the maf who was trying desperately to keep her eyes open...poor girl..she must be exhausted :) rest well,babe and the rest of the np people looked damn tired too...i understand how they feel lah..hohoho

LJS after that wif syazie and its good that we got some personal time together after all the drama and debate...she asked me for advice but who am i to say rite?? i've never been there before and what if i gave her the wrong advice and she hates me?? gosh...so i just gave her little advice here and there and i hope it did help..:) i hate seeing her all sad about whathisname...cheer up,hon!!

anak pak harun came super late... she came only when we were nearly done wif our meal and she decided not to eat there so trained to city hall and met ainsyakirah at bedok mrt...she came up out nowhere and sprung,screaming at sheikha...lol..she won't be our ma'am afterall...:( oh well i wish her all the best in her studies :)..met xiang tian at city hall,paid him the money and headed off to airport coz shee wanted to see adilin...adilin gave us free drinks..YUM!! hahah...we felt so pigglish today,me and ashee....lol...ate a lot of nonsense stuffs..

at the pacific cafe,there was a comp so lo and behold,the truth was revealed...did a few checks here and there and got to know who "amalia" really is...we were both speechless at that time...we just stared at the computer screen and checked over and over again just to make sure but well, we didn't make a mistake..:( did talked about it and well,lets just say that it took us awhile to register the shocking fact to our mind..O_o

okay that aside...and syaz,shee already know who it is..lol...:) :) but then again i'm not sure yet and u better not tell anyone about this...if not *evil eye* hahaha..

lotsa love,
abear

shut up already

2006-03-07T02:31:00.000-08:00

guys, firstly i would like to say that you guys should stop replying to all of AMALIA'S tag..it is not worth fighting with someone who is so immature and who is only capable of saying/spelling the word stupid..that's the only insult she could come up with without sounding like a tramp,so guys..IGNORE HER!!!! let her ramble on and on ALONE on my tagboard..sooner or later she's going to get tired and when that day comes...i'll say "AH..PEACE!!" so yes, let her say whatever she wants..let's not stoop to her level of immaturity..i can't take the fact that she's saying all the untrue stuffs about my part Ds and the D1s...you guys are the BEST and whatever she say is totally untrue so ignore her...:)

anyway, got to know that i got A1 for my physics..YAY!! hopefully my chemistry marks will not be very bad and i hope i can get at least an A2 for science..the rest of the papers are still underway and i really really hope that i'll do well for all my subjects..i need to start from now coz i know that come o-levels,me and my other NCOs are going to be good..so guys,let's work hard together and prove youknowwho wrong..okay?? :)

GOH after school and i was really pissed at the starting with some people because of their attitude and well,this friday if they repeat the same mistakes..that's it..no more excuses..i think i've been giving them too much chances and somehow they are taking it for granted so yes, something must be done :/ GOH was okay and had to change my way of doing some steps but it's okay, slowly it will feel natural to me :) a few disruptions here and there and finally the rehearsal ends at 4 plus...le tired

walked home with susu and shee,those two crazy brats..lol...susu looked cacat in long socks..hahah...like some sesat japanese schoolgirl but hahahahaha..susu talked about her upcoming trip to mt.ophir and oh well,of course i was reminded of my own :) :) :) susu said that they'll be fishing at the base camp and will be cooking there..when i went there,i did remember trying to catch the fish using the mass tin but i don't remember them being edible...lol..gd luck to you people lah..hahah..but surely you'll have fun..I KNOW I DID!!! lol :p

and and,today in PE, MR.BANG striked again..he knocked shirley off her feet..lol lol lol...i couldn't stop laughing for the whole PE period lah..god,should have seen the speed at which MR.BANG was running...:) :) :)...don't be mad,mr.bang :)

we still do not know the debate results..what were they thinking man?? gosh,this is keeping us in suspense..lol...i have this gut feeling that we might be able to win,but somehow i'm not trusting the feeling :/..we'll see

that's all then..toodles :)

much love,
rabiatul adawiyah

stupid AMALIA!!

2006-03-06T02:52:00.000-08:00

kfc was good with the company of sheikhaharoon...talked about alot of stuffs bt basically keep coming back to this certain macho person..lol...macho *toot*..harhar

school was good..in eng,mstan talked about the NorthEast debate and how the judge seems impressed with us..:) she also talked about how we were able to did well with the little time for preparations..well all thanks to izzat and leroi lah...thanks guys :) the result not known yet coz unfortunately the e-mail system was down..what the hell,rite?? haha..i'm just excited lah..i think it was a tough fight and we may have a chance of winning but even if we don't,i'm happy enuf coz me,carin and roxanne did our best and thus we have no regrets..lol..anyway,the swensen is already in our tummy!!! mucho thanks to mrs scheong..:) :) and btw, carin accidentally kissed me when we were having our group hug..lol..on the cheek lah...hahaha..its really great to have ice-creams with teachers coz they seem all laid back and well they are like different people altogether..hehe..

and got to know that mspeh is on MC for two months..gosh,i sure hope everything is okay for her...she's such a sweet and caring person,it hurts to think that she must be going through so much pain...:( i DO NOT know how people can say some really insensitive stuffs about her..meanie!!! i do hope she can get well and we'll be able to see her in school again...yes,i really do hope so

anyways did f&n research but me and zaf were just too lazy lah...our brains were all turned off..and the class test was horrible!!! gosh,i really need to buck up on f&n... horrible,horrible..lol..msjuma is very patient with us tho..i hope she'll stay that way and hopefully will never blow up at us..SCARY,if she does...lol...

after school had prefects meeting...mrlow talked for a full hour and more...he can be a motivational speaker..:) sat beside sherly g.(my first friend in BV)..catch up on stuffs and whatnots lah...after so long,finally went off with sheikha..god,i was so sleepy..not mrlow's fault tho,just my brain...lol

GOH full-dress rehearsal..haven't sew my rank!!!!! prolly sewing it at the army shop later...

and oh,the amalia is still going strong eh?? i've got my fellow master sergeant who's just itching to know who you are..we'll see....i think whoever she is,she's being incredibly immature...and say whatever you want but stop short at insulting my friends...i repeat..THEY DID YOU NO WRONG!!! God,getalife!!!

and I'M NOT AFFECTED WITH WHATEVER YOU'RE SAYING!!! :) :) :)

lots of love,
rabiatul adawiyah

spam ass

2006-03-05T04:15:00.000-08:00

well i've just got back from an overnight at East Coast with my family to relieve the trauma of having someone spamming my blog y'know....oh GOD, the worries, the humiliation..........NOT!!!! how exciting...first time ever having someone spamming my blog..lets watch the drama unravel!! :)

okay so this amalia person..let me try to figure her out..well she says she's friend with my part b cadet so prolly she's in sec.2..when siti was the usm,she WASN'T EVEN IN SCHOOL YET!! and if she's not in NCC, then HOW did she know that siti is the best USM??? doesn't it make you guys wonder?? how mysterious eh??

anyway my conscience is clear..i am FREAKING POSITIVE i NEVER did whatever she'd say and thus i AM not affected..get this through your head,gal :) AND don't insult my friends..they did you NO wrong...

LOTS OF LOVE,
rabiatul adawiyah

HAPPY!!!

2006-03-03T05:14:00.000-08:00

i am one happy woman today!!! :) :)

the muster parade was fine just now and all thanks to MA'AM LITING,for helping us..THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! hehehe..anyway it was all good except for a few stuffs that couldn't be control and my voice was VERY LOUD..i do not need help from some smug guy...sheesh...but its okay we shouldn't be affected by stoopid comments :) and i'm so happy with myself,ma'am,my asm and my unit today...ma'am said pretty encouraging stuffs to me that really lifted up my spirits...thank you so much for that...i WILL continue to do my best and about the CLT thingy,i'm still thinking about it..we'll see as time goes by :) and and after the parade,hugged ma'am...she wanted to hug us and lina was crying and i couldn't stop grinning lah...:) (still can't stop now,hehehe) then hugged afie,she congratulated me and well,i'm glad i could share it with my bestest friend :) i love you,babe...

after muster parade,went to LJS to sorta celebrate and it was fun..ate,laughed,talked and my eyes became swollen..at first it was like as if there's something inside then i rubbed lah then suddenly the lower part became swollen..i was like what the??? it always happen when i wear my no.3..dunno why..happened on the last day of specialist course,last day of senior specialist course and finally today..weird eh??? hahah...shee and lina was craping about how i should sterilise my uniform and whatnot lah...goondus!!! hahaha...i went home like someone who kena tumbuk like that...lol...

GOH was good just now and AMEER, stop insulting MY GIRLS!!! your guys moved too y'know!!! sheesh...anyways,LAST paper just now..so happy..it was okay...the source-based especially..i think i did good for source-based (i hope) :)

debate tomm and we're so not prepared..its gonna be the 4e4 girls all over again coz izzat pulled out...hmphh..becoz of work!!! can you believe it..sheesh..guys,please come down and support us..we need all the good rebuttal people as we can..heheh...we'll do our best,don't worry!! just text me if you want to know the place,i'll tell you..100%..lol...

my ncc girls: i love you people!!!...thanks for the good parade!!! :)

zaf,syaz: sorry for always being busy with debate..i'll try to spent more time with you after all this okay?? i love you!! THANKS for being understanding :)

mucho love,
rabiatul adawiyah

muster parade

2006-03-02T00:25:00.000-08:00

pure geog was good just now..heheh..managed to scribble down all my answers within the time given and i'm pretty sure i did quite well(i hope) :)... i kept saying i like physical geog better but it seems that human geog is way easier..all you have to keep saying is better sanitation,access to healthcare,cleaner water and whatnots...hahah..hopefully i'll get good marks for this test..maths was okay except for the last question lah..i was so clueless onto where the points are i ended up just agak-ing...lol..but hopefully the rest will be right lah..physics and chemistry was okay..took me quite awhile before i could remember back all the formulas but i'm just glad it did came..better late than never you know..heh

anyway got to know that i'll be in the school debate team..i wasn't in initially..was supposed to be carin, izzad and darren but darren was too busy and since i was the reserved,i was roped in lah...mstan told me about the judges comments during the last debate and obviously it was because i spoke too fast lah..what else is new right? everytime i try my darndest to speak slower but will just go like a bullet train and maybe becoz i was afraid that i wouldn't have enough time to rebut,say all my points and read the excerpt..and they say that sometimes i go too fast to the point that it may seems like i'm memorising the points so no feeling or somewhere along that line lah... but the rest of the team wanted me in so okaylah...i'm fine as long as they are..:)

the debate thingy will be this saturday at the AIA building at tampines so u guys can come down and support us so that you can rebut the opposition team like crazy..we need lots of help..the motion is quite easy but the fact that we are the proposition team makes a whole lot of difference lah..if you guys want to help,can ask me for the motion :) not doing CIP at KKH this sat coz its only available on wednesday and friday so guys how bout we do during the school holiday?? can't wait!!! but my date wif zafirah will still be on,kay?? hahaha....

will be getting my master sergeant rank tomm...woohoo!!! hahah...but i'm seriously freak out about itlah...hopefully ma'am liting will teach me everything that i need to know...or or ivan can help?? PLEASE!!! hahah...very very freaked out!!! GAH!!!!!!!!!! and zafirah,stand far far away from the parade square come 5.30..give me moral support by being out of sight!!! i'm very nervous about commanding in front of a bunch of people...aiyoh!!!!

history paper tomm and i haven't study *shakes head*...but i always study at night anyway...so yeah will do so later...thats all for now lah and people,support the DEBATE team (sounds geeky,eh?)...lol

much lurve,
rabiatul adawiyah

p.s: LAST PAPER TOMM!!! *jumps around*

CT1

2006-02-28T22:34:00.000-08:00

a goldfish swam,lost,into our classroom just now...lol!!! when he entered,all i wanted to do was giggle cause i was so reminded of the lost-looking fish with the tank on the head that was drawn on the board a few weeks ago..i turned to looked at David and sure enough he was trying to stifle his giggles...hahah..

well,today was the first day of the common tes..Eng paper 1 and social studies...yikes..for eng,shee said it was a argumentative essay and i didn't argue lah so 0_o...SS, well dyong didn't tell us that sri lanka will be included..unfairlah!!luckily it was under the source-based qns if not!!!! then for the life of me,i could not remember the reasons for the merger so i crapped my way thru and what in god's name is civic-mindedness?? hahah..just hope whatever i wrote will be relevant but for the merger qns i know that 1/2 of my answer is right so should be okay...

tomm is the worst lah..maths,combined science and pure geog!!! sheesh..luckily i've studied physics and chem (except for metals,which is really hard btw) and maths..so now i'm supposed to remember all the formulas for geog..yes,there are formulas even in geog..infant mortality rate and whatnot...i wish to pass maths after all i've been getting good marks for all the class tests and science too..coz i've been passing physics..dunno bout chemlah..but should be okay...did not go for hml coz i'm supposed to be studying but oh well :) going to in awhile...

and oh..muster parade this friday..gah!!!!

lotsa love,
rabiatul adawiyah

DEBATE!!!!

2006-02-27T02:43:00.000-08:00

4E4 WON THE DEBATE!!!! YAHOO!!!

I feel good!! nah nah nah nah nah nah nah...hahaha..i CAN'T believe 4e4 won lah...haha...but it is a very good feeling..it was a tough fight,i think..we made it,4e4!!!! We SHOULD be proud of ourselves..hahaha...when msong announced the results, i just jumped up from the table and went YAHOO!!!! hahah..the whole class erupted into cheers too lah...hahah and congrats to CARIN for being the best speaker...you did great so did EUNICE and ROXANNE..all the planning was worth it,guys...hahah..thank you 4e4 for all the support and enthusiasm..:) :) :) mstan was also very happy..she couldn't stop smiling..i'm glad!!!

so guys when are we celebrating..i know its only the first round and everything but still,we thought our chances were very slim lah..hahah..like Earnest says " ITS ALL IN THE MIND" we shall worked hard so that this will not be our only victory..we must continue to win..okay 4e4?? so give us your continous support!!!

I LOVE 4e4!!! WE ROCK, LAH!!! HAHAHA

much love,
rabiatul

under a rock

2006-02-25T23:13:00.000-08:00

sometimes i think living under a rock wouldn't be too bad eh?? just going about life doing your own stuff with no one ever bothering you and you don't bother other people unless when its really necessary...that really sounds good to me now..don't ask why,just feel like it..:)

well, on the way home yest my dad was rambling on and on about how hanyut is bad and shouldn't be shown on tv and well i for once have MY own opinion..i've never watched hanyut(the new one) and i don't intend to do so anywhere in the near future..to me its okay for them to show it on tv as a pengajaran about the wrong stuffs but if the mass population are blaming the show about the increasing rate of juvenile delinquents then to me that is just plain stupid..the show is there to show what is right and wrong..it doesn't emphasize on you to go out and do all the stupid stuffs...if you watch the show and you FOLLOW whatever bad stuffs you do then your mind is seriously twisted..i mean you KNOW the show is about people doing WRONG stuffs so why do you still follow?? isn't that plain stupid?? so why are people still blaming the show..it's not the show's fault,just the naive and gullible teens fault for doing whatever they see wihout analysing whether its right or wrong..god gave you brain,so why can't you fcuking choose what is right for you?? people are always blaming others but never really search deep inside themselve and wonder if they themselves are wrong...and that people is my opinion on the drama :) you can disagree tho,not my problem coz afterall this is just MY opinion...

anyways, i was just getting fired up about tomms debate lah..i mean its somewhat connected rite?? hahah..going to east coast to meet with the rest to discuss the debate..I'm getting a good feeling that we can actually win so 4/4, have faith in us!!! :) the class have been really helpful in helping us and david even e-mailed me a website about censorship so thank you so much, guys!!! :)

4e4 WILL WIN THE DEBATE!!! LOL!

Lotsalove,
rabiatul

GOH

2006-02-21T04:04:00.000-08:00

i'm in the class debate team :) woohoo..hahaha..when mstan asked who shld be in the debate team the whole class shouted my name :P...good to know at least i'm talented in something..lol...bt yeah i think our topic is really hard and esp becoz we are the opposition team..it would have been more easier if we are the proposition(??) team but i believe 4E4 can do it!!! hahah..I'm POSITIVE we can do it since we are all very good and capable people who speaks good english...hahaha...anyway,had a mini discussion and our class was so heated up lah...everyone talking at very very fast speed..just like me..hahah...

bt eversince i stood up at superteens and said tt i would like to be a lawyer,the whole class always keep saying,"eh,u want to be lawyer rite? u say can?" hahah..cutelah they all..and david even asked me to be his personal lawyer..sheesh...:) in CME just now,well,lets just say the boys are really sweet..and tobie,well he's nicer now...i will stop trying to make fun of his youknowwhat..i swear..i mean why should i stoop that low,right? and i do hope,tobie can always be nice..:) i hope the class will be more united like how we all were last year..act our age and stop being jealous/angry if one grp or another..i mean u have to accept the person as she/he is rite? so if she's that way and you don't like it then try to tolerate,i mean afterall this is our last year together,try to be more CIVILISED....4e4 rocks and i know we'll do great together so i hope all the immaturity will stoplah...:/

had GOH after school..i was so tired and with the occasional gust of cool wind,all i wanted to do was put the rifle one side and SLEEP...but no,i can't do that so like the fumbling idiot(kidding) that i am,i tried my darndest to do all the steps correctly...there were a lot of changes and to my girls,u guys have to adapt and learn fast..STOP GIGGLING!!! the girls giggle at the slightest stuffs...sheesh..i know u guys are good so u must do better..i myself am trying to be better so u guys should too..:) ncclandgirls rock!!! hehehe..

after GOH head to the gym (hahahaha) and did a few stuffs and i keep slamming the weights down and everybody will go...RABIA!!! hahaha...i am clumsy so hahaha..left at 6.20++ then went to get our daily/weekly dosage of bubble tea and brought some cheesedogs and ate while waiting for afee...talked talked,giggle giggle and finally got home at 7.30...walks home wif sheikha are always the best...hahah...

my arms really feel like falling off now so i doh wanna type anymore...hahah...gonna do some maths now..I WILL PASS MATHS FOR THE UPCOMING COMMON TEST!!! i KNOW i CAN do it and i WILL!!!

some inspiring words

when you feel like hope is gone,
look inside you and be strong,
then you'll finally see the truth,
that a hero lies in you..

those simple words means a lot to me..it was like a wake-up call when i've lost all hope of ever being successful and now whenever i feel like giving up,these words,brings back my strength to me :)

lotsa love,
rabiatul adawiyah

2006-02-17T03:46:00.000-08:00

today is a generally fun day..my morning are always off to a good start these days..:) hahah..so anyways in physics today,well me,zafirah,lynette,shirley and syahedah wasn't listening to misschia at all...all we did was copied down the answers and sang old-time favourites...somebody will just say,"eh,you know this (inserts title) song?" and all of us will break out into the song...hahah..glad to know we had the same taste in old classics but we seriously agree that old times mushy songs are the best!! hahah..sing sang,laughed and mschia asked us why we were so happy and we just smile lor...hahah

ncc after school..spent the beginning wif kelly and talkedtalked about superteens and some other stuffs..of course when arnd her i just had to laughed don't i? hamimah,syazwani also came back and got to know that ain and amalia will be becoming our clts soon...after april,i think..good lah...i wish them all the best :) and ma'am told us that we'll be having our muster parade in two weeks time!!! Master Sergeant Rank!!! WOOHOO!!! to those NP people who got promoted to Staff Sergeant, Congrats but you don't have to show off to ME,y'know..don't step ur shoulder beratlah,wigglewiggle your shoulder lah..cheh!!! :p

after ncc went home wif shima and it was fun when we fooled arnd at the playground...I missed her!! and it was fun as we laughed at our silliness!! glad to have de-stressing moments like this...hahah...

okay going to visit bro who is in hospital after op on the leg..aiyoh,how to get promoted like that??? hahah...gtg..take care people and enjoy the weekends!!!

lotsa love,
rabiatuladawiyah

the heat

2006-02-16T01:54:00.000-08:00

the heat just zapped all your energy don't they? the sweltering heat makes me feel lethargic all the time and all my limbs are currently on a semi-strike...:( my brain's fried and all i want to do is curled up in bed and SLEEP for the longest time but....jeez...

the hml test was a killer just now..it was really hard to me and once again the heat melted all my creative/smart cells..the occasional gust of wind makes it better but the rest of the time it was pure torture sitting in the small cramped room...the peribahasa, well all was a big blank to me..i know like one or two out of the five and we're supposed to know 160 peribahasa and only freaking five are tested so you tell me how i should feel...sheesh O_0

i'm a prefect now..(yeah,laugh all u want) and huda&fathima said that i looked like a really decent student whats with my hair and the tie...what the hell rite? and i told them i looked like one until i open my mouth..hahah...alot of comments though..whatever!!! there's a benefit from being a prefect and its a really good benefit...HAHAHA!!! formetoknowforyoutofindout...:)

okay so after so long rite,i finally msged again with farhan..haha..on V-day..just wished him and asked about his ml results..bloody A2..and he says he didn't study and it was hard and blah blah blah but look at his marks lah..unfair lah...talked awhile and it was pleasant(surprisingly) and i was relieved that we can be friends again (no comments allowed from zafirahmustaza)..kind of missed his stupidity and his ability to always challenged me and say wrong/stupid stuffs..i know weird but oh well...

i can't retake my o-level malay exams..coz hml students can onlie take one malay paper a year..if i'm retaking it,it means that i'm dropping hml which i am not doing so i have to do really well for my HML paper lah...at least an A..i know it will be hard but i know i got a good teacher on my side and she has confidence in me so i shall worked hard..i realized that my malay sucks now...i can't even explain the peribahasa meaning in malay and may will give me the evileye and i had to fumble for the words...so it means only one thing,more malay newspaper for me...*claps enthusiastically* hahah...nothing is easy in the world afterall but i am a SUPERTEEN and i know everything is possible if i worked hard for it :) 7As baby!!! hoho but i'm aiming for less than 14 so can minus off four points,if i take JC lah..we'll see...

i'm chosen for GOH!! *shrugs* had a trial yest..a very short one and before we even began marching, mrslee told me "you're already in but thats beside the point" so i wasn't nervous lah but (haha) the rest was so bloody nervous!!! i mean their face all...hahah STRESS!!! i was so relax and there they are all look so bloody stressed up..haha..when the name was called out.well shee got in!!! haha..congrats babe!! and to the rest too lah..to those who didn't get it, i'm sorry...don't feel dejected..cheer up :)

to my friend,sheikhaharron...get well soon..FIGHT the pain...don't lie down and groangroan..GET UP and JUMP AROUND!!! hahah...

lotsa love,
rabiatuladawiyah

blue-black

2006-02-08T04:45:00.000-08:00

zafirahbtemustaza is so MEAN!! juz because i kacau-ed her she pinched my arm untill its blue-black...nobody ever did that to me y'know!!! not even my parents!!! just because i said she should celebrate something wif someone,then she pinched me like nobody's business like that..sheesh..sakit tau,goondu!!! but i forgave her coz today's her day,so i'm letting it slide if not.....*evil smirks*

anyway i hope zaf likes all the pressie..i'm sure your business will prosper darling!!!! hahahahahahahahahahah!!!!! u should have seen her reaction when she saw the bra&panty set..lol lol lol she gasped, covered the box again and reopened the box to dounle check..we got her shocked for a moment..we're not so bad lah..we got her a nicenice pencil box for the so-called real pressie...i think nash and hakim are excited at the prospect of zafirah wearing the bra&panty set during their march camp..hahahahah..joking guys..but ah someone couldn't stop gushing about the bra&panty set..hahahahah...goonduballs :P

too bad that me and sheikha can't spend ur birthday wif u but i hope we still can after the superteens workshop and hopefully i have a jolly good reason to celebrate too..my malay o-level results....we belanja you makan or something like that okay and maybe watch a movie...we'll see...:)

okay birthday stuffs aside..i snorted so loud during geog class just now..it was hilarious..we were doing the workbook about human population and there was always this phrase the "bulge in the middle" and we joked about how it was related to this certain person lah and then came this another phrase about how the "bulge" become bigger and me,zaf,carin,yinhui and wendy just burst out laughing lah...i was sneezing at that time and my nose was blocked so when i laughed and breathe at the same time i snorted..the first time it happened,we laughed..the second time it happened again..we just threw our pens down and laughed hysterically...so funny lah esp the snort was so bloody loud...hahah..yinhui couldn't stop laughing after that..i didn't knoe i was such a comic relief...lol ;P eventho class may be boring, stupid stuffs like this will always makes it better..hahaha

had a dream last night..really weird but i believe there is an important message behind it all and it only dawned on me when i talked it out wif zafirah...in my dream..i was wandering around aimlessly in yishun (someone who used to be significant lives there) looking for something but i myself do not knoe what i'm looking for..after walking for so long,i met zaf and she brought me home..so i told zaf about the dream and she said lah that if one day any idiot hurt me,she'll always be there for me and i think that really is the message behind the weird dream...maybe u don't understand but its okay..u don't have to..:)

have to go now..resting well for the superteens workshop tomm...i'm looking forward to it..so toodles..take care people

lotsa love,
rabiatuladawiyah

poly letter

2006-02-07T03:09:00.000-08:00

okay this is so bizzare..i just got a letter from the ministry of education saying congratulations on having completed my o-levels and how now i can proceed on to poly,jc or millenia institute...okay for starters,i only took my malay o-levels and i'm sure as hell that doesn't qualify me to go anywhere...lol...if i really followed the letter,then buhbye guys...hahah..they are confused,i think they just send the letter to all who took their o-level..hahaha...i was shocked sia i mean the envelope says on government service so i thot what lah...

o-levels result this friday...bah..so nervous!!!!its confirm,i think...I want an A!!!! good god above,grant me this wish..O_0

hahahaha

2006-02-07T03:02:00.000-08:00

the baby haziq me and mikhail with the badak of an abg sedara

raiyan wif his barney the view from the top long eyelashes on a boy?? im jealous

afee b'day

2006-02-07T01:46:00.000-08:00

my darling's turning sixteen tomm...whah..so big already eh?? hahah...now sheikha and ain have to count the popcorn outside the cinema together..have fun you guys!! lol...

i thot at least if i can't spend her b'day with her tomm coz of her hml at least today can but Nooooo, she got NP, again...okay okay i won't say anything..lol..so had the ncc meeting which i think was kinda okay..why do people think i'm super mad when i talk very fast?? its not always like that okay..something i talk very fast coz i want to say a lot of things and i'm very impatient,that's all..so anyways,we solved some stuffs,i think but to tt someone,don't cry...everything happens for a reason and sometimes its a misunderstanding and people thinks its ur fault...its okay...life's like that sometimes..i promised i won't tuduh u before getting the facts straight first but u must still think before u say/do something coz people may take it the wrong way...i'm sorry if u feel like the meeting juz now was to shoot u down,its not..believe me..

okay that aside, after the meeting head down to banquet for lunch wif sheikha,syazana and tahirah....gossiped/bitched alot and generally had fun laughing about some ancient stuffs..hahah..hilarious :p..saw something at eastpoint..disgusting!!! eeyucks..with the teeny-weeny shorts and low-cut tank top..aiyoh..embarrassinglah...then head home wif shee and of course lah wif her there's gonna be a lot of laughter..:)

in eng,when everybody was being serious,me and zafirah could not stop giggling..hahah..about the beanpole who ran and hit the door (no,not you hakim) lol, about her history wif a certain someone and me singing stupid jiwang songs..its true what ahmad says about how they are certain cliques in the class, then theres the neutral and theres zafirah&rabiatul..we are always in our own world and sometimes we let some other people in..but mostly in between us,we had lots of private jokes and stupid stories...haha..so true,ahmad...everybody was so serious juz now and quiet and there we are,giggling away..lol...we are juz unique lah..hoho...

and i wanna include a verse of a song here coz i knoe zaf loves this song so here goes and you know wad zaf,i love it too...

After all this timeI never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

lifehouse-blind

its nice rite?? hah...

i shall end here...

lotsa love,
rabiatul adawiyah

2006-02-07T01:39:00.000-08:00

heh..so there's a reason why the pics here..its zafirahmustaza's birthday tomm!! haha..so u shld consider its to like honour her b'day lah..haha..Happy 16th Birthday,Afee!!! have a great sweetsixteen birthday and may god bless you always...nc-16 movie wif me?? lol...stay sweet,preeteh, fun and kerazee always!!! i love you!!! hahah...i hope i'm the first!!! hahahah...

chalet @ safra

2006-02-05T05:37:00.000-08:00

oh,i'm so knackered..got back from chalet @ safra..very fun..had chalet on the saturday and lots of people turned up..loads of yummy food,adorable babies,karaoke sessions and a swensen birthday cake..can u say yummy?? lol..took lots of pics and i'll try to post them here..i know i know i keep saying that i'll post pics here but i never do..hahah..sorry lor :)

and david,sorry that i couldn't come to ur birthday party...the chalet is kinda ulu so i needed someone to send me out and everyone was busy so yeah..:)

and i looked like a burnt lobster now..i'm very very tanned..i don't put on suntan lotion when i go swimming and so heres the result..the swimming pool is so cool and theres a jacuzzi too but when my badak of a abang sedara gets into the jacuzzi,u can expect all the water to like flow out..hahah..and they keep saying the water is not hot enough when it is..their babats too thick already..too much insulation..lol...:) all the karaoke session has made me realised how hot the singer of peterpan is..hoho..especially when he got the brooding/oh-i'm-suffering-look...*drools*..i want to see him with his shirt off..equally yummy,i tell you..hahah..joking

haha..and shah tomm i can't go out to celebrate my belated birthday and fiffy's birthday..i'm very tiredlah and i want to rest..sorry!!! hahah...

okay okay..someone is being very irritating rite now but i do not know why i must give in to her but i'm a kind soul and so i shall give into her..toodles...

lotsa love,
rabiatuladawiyah

mmc

2006-02-02T03:04:00.000-08:00

so i finally got the memory card out of the mmc reader..all thanks to the kind man at the phone shop..:)..i put it in the wrong side!!! can you believe it?? how goondu can i be?? haiz..lets just say that i am technologically declined..lol..luckily he didn't charge me for what he says workmanship but i would have paid him,i think..lol..so i've uploaded pics which was taken eons ago..haha..

so had hml jus now..was okay..very sleep-inducing..kept staring out of the window and thinking about random thoughts..its either that or laughing wif sheikha about some stupid stuffs..i'm always drunk whenever i am around sheikha..:) is that a goood thing?? hahah...and sheikha,no matter how you try to convince me,you are so NOT psychic..buku kerja and buku teks are two diff things,darling..lol O_0...will be receiving my o-level malay results maybe next friday..i'm officially freaked out..gah!!! i better get an A or someones gonna pay..:-x

i'm involve in another pl project..when will i ever learnt? its for valentines day by the way..but no way am i doing all the labour work..i'll decide what to do and the sec.3s will do it..i'm not being mean but i'm jus giving them experience..Serious!!so prolly i'll be in-charge of the songdedication...i do hope we can raise a lot of money...and jus now when we were having the meeting, i bend down to throw the tissue and went ARGHHH coz i was stretching and suddenly shameerfareez and hakim burst out laughing till their face turned red..Freaks!!! what were they thinking,i do not want to know...hmpph -_-

by the way, port dickson was great but the chalet leaves much to be desired..stained walls, coackroach-infested room, stained mattress for RM 900..outrageous i tell you but overall it was okay..so many long drives and i didn't shop much though..had fun wif my cuzzins and nephews..they crack me up lah i love my nephews to bits...they melt my heart wif their innocent smiles and they way that they are so manja wif me,alahai...younger guys are cute...lol...going chalet wif them again this weekend at safra tanah merah..can't wait..so prolly i won't be going to davids b'day party..sorry dude!! pressie?? hmm..maybe..:)

gonna pack now coz going straight away after ncc so no time to pack tomorrow...ciao

lotsa lurve,
rabiatuladawiyah

holiday

2006-01-27T20:17:00.000-08:00

i've packed my bag and i'm ready to go..hurhur..not exactly..the rented car is not even here yet and my dad's not back yet from buying breakfast so yes,i'm starving here :( the only meal i had yest was at pastamania and nothing else so u go figure how hungry i am...lol

i'm going to port dickson and i sure hope sheikha and i can terserempak each other there..will be cool..hoho..will be gone for 4 days and 3 nights..whoopeedoo!! i'll get to see raiyan and mikhail everyday for the next 4 days...lovely!! haha..dont be jealous zafirah and i get to see haziq today too...argh!!! so happy...all u get to see is the bigsmelly haziq!!! hahah..joking!

went out wif mylovelies yesterday..they belanja-ed me pastamania and after that took neoprints..we are the cacatest bunch of people..we were screaming away in the small booth and when it was time to choose the pics,it was even more kecoh..hahah..i love mylovelies!!! the pics were really nice and there's one pic that i love very much coz everyone looked pretty and happy..hahah...syazana went off halfway coz she got to work and me and sheikha bought minimelts..so cute;round round balls..chocolate&vanilla..yumms!!

my sis was irritating me since last night and this morning too..okay wait,no,since the day i was born..lol...but yeah,it amaze me..no matter how big our fight is,we'll always end up being nice to each other again..if she weren't my sister and she's my friend,i would have left her long ago but yeah,we forgive each other easily,without even saying sorry sometimes...i think deep inside we know that at the end of the day,we will always be each other's sister and should anything happened to our parents or us,we've only got each other..sometimes i wish i can sell her off to the karangguni man but i'll know i will miss her...sometimes i wish i'm an only child but life will be lonely without her antics...like that malay peribahasa,air dicencang tiada putus...i guess that peribahasa really makes a lot of sense...so even if i feel like killing her sometimes,i have to refrained..hahah..so dear god above,please make me more patient wif her and please make her less irritating..hahah..

and yes..Happy Chinese New Year to all my chinese friends..get a lot of hong baos and have a good year ahead!! :)

lotsa love,
rabiatuladawiyah

huda

2006-01-27T17:27:00.000-08:00

Happy 16th Birthday, Nurulhuda!! :)

sorie that i can't go to victoria theatre and celebrate huda's b'day wif u people but i really can't..hope u people have fun!!! hahah...:)
miss me..lol

lotsa love,
rb

great birthday

2006-01-25T03:56:00.000-08:00

birthday yesterday was GREAT!! haha :) :) the only not good thing? sheikhaharoon wasn't there to celebrate it wif me :( why? coz of the STOOPID course..hmphh!! but during her ten minute break she called me on my cell to go out to the parade square so she can see me and i practically ran there..when i got to the parade square and she saw me,we both screamed into the phone and i ran up to level 4 just to see her..we hugged,screamed summore and she had to go..fcukthebloodycourse...ARGH!!!!

but she gave me my pressie early in the morning..haha..i love the pen she gave me..it lights up when i write y'noe..so cool!!! hahah and this very plush doggie which is in purple and blue...haha...so nice..i love sheikhaharoon!!!!

during recess,shah and nash presented me with their present for me..so SWEET sia..i didn't expect them to give me a present..but they did and its very nice...sort of like a musical box that has the tune of the b'day song when i opened it with this crystal bear sitting in the middle....so NICE...i love you both!!! hahah...:) fathima,ain and huda also presented me wif their present and i was so touched by their messages...their gift? shower gel with a bear..nice nice!!! i love u three too...<3

after school, the union wif faris gave me the present and they all wished me..i felt like a princess..lol...they gave me a wall clock and this crd that has some people's messages..their messages were so sweet man!!! hahah...i pour sugar all over you so that u'll have a sweeter sixteen and happy birthday cutie pie...lol...and din gave me boxes after boxes..lol...empty ones,thats it...hahaha

syazana and afee bought me a cake and syaz actually ran to the shop..oh god...thank you SO much for everything guys...i love u two so so much...hahah...shared the cakes with the goons ( i meant that affectionately,kay)...and they wanna fed me the cake but no thanks lah...lol...

my parents bought me a MMC and MMC holder...haha...so techy sia they all...lol..a pink fila bag from my sis, perfume and t-shirt from my cute nephews...haha..this years gotta be the best..

after that watched inhershoes wif syaz at tamp coz the rest were busy wif what else if not NPCC..yikes,they take my friends away...boo!!! had fun talking and talking and more talking wif syaz and i missed her..i mean we didn't spent much time together for so long and yest was great..we kept laughing in the cinema and i kept teasing her about how this one guy looks llike nash...haha..and she kept smacking me when i laughed at the guy...hahah..bt seriously that guy got the serious face,the specs and nash curlywurly hair...lol..she said that at first she thot that guy was ugly but when i said he looked like nash she found him cute..so biased rite?? lol..joking syaz...

and syaz asked me if i'll be as sad if she were the one to go to the course instead of sheikha on my b'day..what a question!! of course i'll be sad..you guys are my besties y'know...and this applies to you too zafirahmustaza...how can they doubt my love for them?? lol..jiwangness

i'll post a pic of all my pressie in the nest post..hahah..so long

lotsa love,
rb

sixteen

2006-01-23T03:03:00.000-08:00

i'm sixteen tommorrow...WHOA!! time flies so fast and well,i'm a year older now..sheesh,so sentimental but hahah..my fifteenth year was one of the most memorable and and..oh well,its going away..*sobs* lol

and that day i was in the bus sitting beside someone who used to be my friend and i was listening to the mp3 and all the sad songs and suddenly it makes me sad that we are no longer as close as we used to be..what happened along the way,i am still kind of confused..but why must she be different arnd me alone and when she's in front of her new friends?? it makes me sad all over again just to think about it..last year on my b'day i celebrated it wif her bt tomm?? not anymore...:( i will be spending it wif friends who matters most to me now..Syazana,Zafirah and Sheikha..i'm glad about them but sometime i do still miss that old friend...i mean u can't have loads of memories with that someone and suddenly just throw it away,rite? somehow or rather, u will still miss that person....

okay..that aside...my sis jus asked me what i want for my b'day and the first thing that comes to my mind is good o-level results...thats all i can think about...i already got a pressie anyway.a pink fila bag from my kind sister( the other one)...i love her!!! maybe tomm,she'll be treating me to a memoirs of a geisha so hopefully we'll get to see it..

first birthday wish=> haziq
second birthday wish => hakim coz he said since i'm online and he's prepaid is low so he shall wish me on msn..hahah..such sweet people...:) will that someone wishes me happy birthday?? only godknows...:/

and sheikha,dont be mad that i put the pic,i was only fooling arnd..i do love you y'know..hahaha

have a gd day tomm people (i know i will) lol...take care

lotsa love
rabiatuladawiyah

hari raya pics

2006-01-23T02:31:00.000-08:00

so this is when we jalan raya till it was 12plus...mucha fun and haziq decided to send me the pic onlie now..bt its okay lah..:) luckily the seating arrangement was arranged in that certain way..lol...

patriotism

2006-01-23T02:28:00.000-08:00

PATRIOTISM

i love this pic man..my sheikhaharoon look bloody great!!!! hahahah..i'm so mean lah bt anyways its okay someone is there to teman you..hahahahahah

ncc training

2006-01-20T20:29:00.000-08:00

okay okay..so u can see from on my tagboard how much those three cacat women wants to spend my birthday with me (i can't decide which one is more cacat!!!! hahaha) bt i do want to spend my birthday wif them..it will rock for sure *beams* bt sheikha,oh well, u got that stoopid course to go too and i'll think i won't be seeing you for the whole day lah..drats..all i can say is CABUT,CABUT,CABUT!!!! hahahah...

and haziq,i dunno why but he remembered my b'day and the fact that he sabo-ed me last year and *gasp* he wants to sabo me again this year..yikes!!! hahaha

had ncc training yesterday..at first i was kinda pissed at godknoeswhat bt after awhile i really had fun with some part A cadets..mylittlefairy... and later on even much fun wif the part bs..hahah..they all so cute lah..especially baoling..hoho..laughed,talked crap with adeline while watching the boys having their muster parade...
haha
actually their usm aka syazwam.t (hahahaha) wants to have a combined muster parade and if we did i would have to stand beside syazwan, i think..imagine the height difference..*sighs* and then he will do everything in the standardy style and i'll be like one big blur sotong there..haha..bt come OUR muster parade..oh man..i get nervous juz thinking about it...aiyohh..i hate commanding/marching when people are looking..i'll be so freaking unsure...and and if we had our combined muster parade,lina would have to stand beside ameer..imagine this height difference..lol lol lol..i'm so bad..bt i dont think lina can stand him...hahaha

had pt which was super fun!! part Ds WON!!! no surprises there i think..hehee...three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for part DS..hip hip hooray!! hip hip hooray!! hip hip hooray!! hahaha...there were a bunch of amengs in the school parade square at that time and u shld know who the leader ameng was..hahahah..even my cadets were mocking them..lol...

going to tp in awhile and my sis will be following O_o aiyoh...oh well

3 more days to my 16th birthday!!! yoohoo!! :)

lotsa lurve,
rubidium...hahahahahahaha (afee should know why)

14012006

2006-01-16T01:37:00.000-08:00

why do people keep saying that i put the captions to make people jealous?? i wasn't okay..i actually put the picture up along wif a pic of ms.khoo wif me and of course with the ms.chia one bt the first two,disappeared into thin air..not my fault eh?? bt bt if u people are jealous,then its a DOUBLE BONUS for me!! hahahahah..take that sheikhaharoon and zafirahmustaza *smirks* who ask u people to not take photo wif him?? :) :) :)

okay so on saturday was my mum's b'day..my sis and i bought her a bouquet of flowers which cost 40 over bucks!!! can u believe it?? 40 bucks for a bunch of flowers bt the fact that she likes it is enuf..bought her a card also..which cost way too much for a measly card bt anyhows, i really like the card so doesn't matter right? afterall,its her birthday..okay to pamper her once in awhile..:)

went to harbourfront wif her also on that day coz i wanted to buy an mp3 wif the voucher that my aunt gt..only valid in BIG superstore so we went there and after much deliberation,bought an lime green(???) iriver..happy lah,of course..been wanting an mp3 for god knows how long..then walked walked around somemore and bought a very colourful bedsheet..i mean for my mattress,its very hard to find a bedsheet so i keep using the same ol' one over and over again..i was seriously bored of it so bought a new one lah..and the best buy for the day, ALDO pumps!!! which was super nice lah..my old pumps spoilt already so i bought it since my mum allowed and it was like an early present for myself *smiles widely* it was on sale by the way so yeah,good buy....:)

okay,so gonna do the camp proposal today and susu,please print out my td project for me..its been a few weeks and i haven't pass it up yet..Gosh!!!! i sincerely hope the march camp is gonna be fun,like last year..or else...0_o (afee's favourite expression) hahahaha

next week gonna be the TEST week..sucks lah..bt yeah..i'm taking it slow..one at a time..f&n test was a bomb juz nw and we'll see jus how fantastic my marks will be :( okay that aside,cooking wif syahedah is a always an unforgettable experience..something funny will jus happen and like today for instance,our pandan cake didn't rise up coz we used the wrong spoon(???)..lol..imagine that?? wrong spoon!!! gosh!!!

returning my no.1 tomm.. rraaaaahhhhh!!! i'm gonna miss it!!! *sobs*

okay one last thing: sumi promised to belanja me tgk wayang on my b'day...how sweet rite?? hahah...such nice people :)

when darkness turns to light,it ends tonight,it ends tonight
just a little insight will make this right,
it's too late too fight,
it ends tonight,it ends tonight

lotsa lurve,
rb

2006-01-13T02:20:00.000-08:00

us with the ma'ams and sir zaldy..hoho

2006-01-13T02:17:00.001-08:00

the loves

2006-01-13T02:17:00.000-08:00

BV NCC Land Girls